By God!" he said, snatching at the doctor's hand as he came up.
"It's the end," said the doctor.
And the doctor's face was so grave as he said it that Levin took _the end_ as meaning her death.
Beside himself, he ran into the bedroom.
The first thing he saw was the face of Lizaveta Petrovna.
It was even more frowning and stern.
Kitty's face he did not know.
In the place where it had been was something that was fearful in its strained distortion and in the sounds that came from it.
He fell down with his head on the wooden framework of the bed, feeling that his heart was bursting.
The awful scream never paused, it became still more awful, and as though it had reached the utmost limit of terror, suddenly it ceased.
Levin could not believe his ears, but there could be no doubt; the scream had ceased and he heard a subdued stir and bustle, and hurried breathing, and her voice, gasping, alive, tender, and blissful, uttered softly,
"It's over!"
He lifted his head.
With her hands hanging exhausted on the quilt, looking extraordinarily lovely and serene, she looked at him in silence and tried to smile, and could not.
And suddenly, from the mysterious and awful far-away world in which he had been living for the last twenty-two hours, Levin felt himself all in an instant borne back to the old every-day world, glorified though now, by such a radiance of happiness that he could not bear it.
The strained chords snapped, sobs and tears of joy which he had never foreseen rose up with such violence that his whole body shook, that for long they prevented him from speaking.
Falling on his knees before the bed, he held his wife's hand before his lips and kissed it, and the hand, with a weak movement of the fingers, responded to his kiss.
And meanwhile, there at the foot of the bed, in the deft hands of Lizaveta Petrovna, like a flickering light in a lamp, lay the life of a human creature, which had never existed before, and which would now with the same right, with the same importance to itself, live and create in its own image.
"Alive! alive!
And a boy too!
Set your mind at rest!" Levin heard Lizaveta Petrovna saying, as she slapped the baby's back with a shaking hand.
"Mamma, is it true?" said Kitty's voice.
The princess's sobs were all the answers she could make.
And in the midst of the silence there came in unmistakable reply to the mother's question, a voice quite unlike the subdued voices speaking in the room.
It was the bold, clamorous, self-assertive squall of the new human being, who had so incomprehensibly appeared.
If Levin had been told before that Kitty was dead, and that he had died with her, and that their children were angels, and that God was standing before him, he would have been surprised at nothing. But now, coming back to the world of reality, he had to make great mental efforts to take in that she was alive and well, and that the creature squalling so desperately was his son.
Kitty was alive, her agony was over.
And he was unutterably happy.
That he understood; he was completely happy in it.
But the baby?
Whence, why, who was he?...
He could not get used to the idea.
It seemed to him something extraneous, superfluous, to which he could not accustom himself.
Chapter 16.
At ten o'clock the old prince, Sergey Ivanovitch, and Stepan Arkadyevitch were sitting at Levin's. Having inquired after Kitty, they had dropped into conversation upon other subjects.
Levin heard them, and unconsciously, as they talked, going over the past, over what had been up to that morning, he thought of himself as he had been yesterday till that point.
It was as though a hundred years had passed since then.
He felt himself exalted to unattainable heights, from which he studiously lowered himself so as not to wound the people he was talking to.
He talked, and was all the time thinking of his wife, of her condition now, of his son, in whose existence he tried to school himself into believing.
The whole world of woman, which had taken for him since his marriage a new value he had never suspected before, was now so exalted that he could not take it in in his imagination.
He heard them talk of yesterday's dinner at the club, and thought:
"What is happening with her now? Is she asleep?
How is she?
What is she thinking of?
Is he crying, my son Dmitri?"
And in the middle of the conversation, in the middle of a sentence, he jumped up and went out of the room.
"Send me word if I can see her," said the prince.
"Very well, in a minute," answered Levin, and without stopping, he went to her room.
She was not asleep, she was talking gently with her mother, making plans about the christening.
Carefully set to rights, with hair well-brushed, in a smart little cap with some blue in it, her arms out on the quilt, she was lying on her back. Meeting his eyes, her eyes drew him to her.