And I've not the least difficulty in making up my mind not to, and in knowing exactly why, and in defending my ground against all comers.
All the same," he wound up, "I assure you I don't say a word against it—for himself, I mean—to Chad.
I seem to see it as much the best thing for him.
You see he's not happy."
"DO I?"—Strether stared.
"I've been supposing I see just the opposite—an extraordinary case of the equilibrium arrived at and assured."
"Oh there's a lot behind it."
"Ah there you are!" Strether exclaimed.
"That's just what I want to get at.
You speak of your familiar volume altered out of recognition.
Well, who's the editor?"
Little Bilham looked before him a minute in silence.
"He ought to get married. THAT would do it.
And he wants to."
"Wants to marry her?"
Again little Bilham waited, and, with a sense that he had information, Strether scarce knew what was coming.
"He wants to be free.
He isn't used, you see," the young man explained in his lucid way, "to being so good."
Strether hesitated. "Then I may take it from you that he IS good?"
His companion matched his pause, but making it up with a quiet fulness. "DO take it from me."
"Well then why isn't he free?
He swears to me he is, but meanwhile does nothing—except of course that he's so kind to me—to prove it; and couldn't really act much otherwise if he weren't.
My question to you just now was exactly on this queer impression of his diplomacy: as if instead of really giving ground his line were to keep me on here and set me a bad example."
As the half-hour meanwhile had ebbed Strether paid his score, and the waiter was presently in the act of counting out change. Our friend pushed back to him a fraction of it, with which, after an emphatic recognition, the personage in question retreated.
"You give too much," little Bilham permitted himself benevolently to observe.
"Oh I always give too much!" Strether helplessly sighed.
"But you don't," he went on as if to get quickly away from the contemplation of that doom, "answer my question.
Why isn't he free?"
Little Bilham had got up as if the transaction with the waiter had been a signal, and had already edged out between the table and the divan.
The effect of this was that a minute later they had quitted the place, the gratified waiter alert again at the open door.
Strether had found himself deferring to his companion's abruptness as to a hint that he should be answered as soon as they were more isolated.
This happened when after a few steps in the outer air they had turned the next comer.
There our friend had kept it up. "Why isn't he free if he's good?"
Little Bilham looked him full in the face.
"Because it's a virtuous attachment."
This had settled the question so effectually for the time—that is for the next few days—that it had given Strether almost a new lease of life.
It must be added however that, thanks to his constant habit of shaking the bottle in which life handed him the wine of experience, he presently found the taste of the lees rising as usual into his draught.
His imagination had in other words already dealt with his young friend's assertion; of which it had made something that sufficiently came out on the very next occasion of his seeing Maria Gostrey.
This occasion moreover had been determined promptly by a new circumstance—a circumstance he was the last man to leave her for a day in ignorance of.
"When I said to him last night," he immediately began, "that without some definite word from him now that will enable me to speak to them over there of our sailing—or at least of mine, giving them some sort of date—my responsibility becomes uncomfortable and my situation awkward; when I said that to him what do you think was his reply?"
And then as she this time gave it up:
"Why that he has two particular friends, two ladies, mother and daughter, about to arrive in Paris—coming back from an absence; and that he wants me so furiously to meet them, know them and like them, that I shall oblige him by kindly not bringing our business to a crisis till he has had a chance to see them again himself.
Is that," Strether enquired, "the way he's going to try to get off?
These are the people," he explained, "that he must have gone down to see before I arrived.
They're the best friends he has in the world, and they take more interest than any one else in what concerns him. As I'm his next best he sees a thousand reasons why we should comfortably meet.
He hasn't broached the question sooner because their return was uncertain—seemed in fact for the present impossible.
But he more than intimates that—if you can believe it—their desire to make my acquaintance has had to do with their surmounting difficulties."
"They're dying to see you?" Miss Gostrey asked.
"Dying.
Of course," said Strether, "they're the virtuous attachment."