"I've of late wanted so not to worry him."
"Ah for that, so have I," he said with encouraging assent; so that—as if she had answered everything—they were briefly sociable on it.
It threw him back on his other thought, with which he took another turn; stopping again, however, presently with something of a glow. "You see Jim's really immense.
I think it will be Jim who'll do it." She wondered.
"Get hold of him?"
"No—just the other thing.
Counteract Sarah's spell."
And he showed now, our friend, how far he had worked it out.
"Jim's intensely cynical."
"Oh dear Jim!"
Madame de Vionnet vaguely smiled.
"Yes, literally—dear Jim!
He's awful.
What HE wants, heaven forgive him, is to help us."
"You mean"—she was eager—"help ME?"
"Well, Chad and me in the first place.
But he throws you in too, though without as yet seeing you much.
Only, so far as he does see you—if you don't mind—he sees you as awful."
"'Awful'?"—she wanted it all.
"A regular bad one—though of course of a tremendously superior kind.
Dreadful, delightful, irresistible."
"Ah dear Jim!
I should like to know him.
I MUST."
"Yes, naturally.
But will it do?
You may, you know," Strether suggested, "disappoint him."
She was droll and humble about it.
"I can but try.
But my wickedness then," she went on, "is my recommendation for him?"
"Your wickedness and the charms with which, in such a degree as yours, he associates it.
He understands, you see, that Chad and I have above all wanted to have a good time, and his view is simple and sharp.
Nothing will persuade him—in the light, that is, of my behaviour—that I really didn't, quite as much as Chad, come over to have one before it was too late.
He wouldn't have expected it of me; but men of my age, at Woollett—and especially the least likely ones—have been noted as liable to strange outbreaks, belated uncanny clutches at the unusual, the ideal.
It's an effect that a lifetime of Woollett has quite been observed as having; and I thus give it to you, in Jim's view, for what it's worth.
Now his wife and his mother-in-law," Strether continued to explain, "have, as in honour bound, no patience with such phenomena, late or early—which puts Jim, as against his relatives, on the other side.
Besides," he added, "I don't think he really wants Chad back.
If Chad doesn't come—"
"He'll have"—Madame de Vionnet quite apprehended—"more of the free hand?"
"Well, Chad's the bigger man."
"So he'll work now, en dessous, to keep him quiet?"
"No—he won't 'work' at all, and he won't do anything en dessous.
He's very decent and won't be a traitor in the camp.
But he'll be amused with his own little view of our duplicity, he'll sniff up what he supposes to be Paris from morning till night, and he'll be, as to the rest, for Chad—well, just what he is."
She thought it over.
"A warning?"
He met it almost with glee. "You ARE as wonderful as everybody says!"
And then to explain all he meant: "I drove him about for his first hour, and do you know what—all beautifully unconscious—he most put before me?
Why that something like THAT is at bottom, as an improvement to his present state, as in fact the real redemption of it, what they think it may not be too late to make of our friend."
With which, as, taking it in, she seemed, in her recurrent alarm, bravely to gaze at the possibility, he completed his statement. "But it IS too late.