Agatha Christie Fullscreen With one finger (1942)

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Joanna opened her mouth, closed it again, sighed, plumped herself down in a chair and stared in front of her.

She said,

"I've had the most awful day."

"What's happened?"

"I've done the most incredible things.

It was awful -"

"But what -"

"I just started out for a walk, an ordinary walk - I went up over the hill and on to the moor.

I walked miles - I felt like it.

Then I dropped down into a hollow. There's a farm there - a God-forsaken lonely sort of spot.

I was thirsty and I wondered if they had any milk or something.

So I wandered into the farmyard and then the door opened and Owen came out."

"Yes?"

"He thought it might be the district nurse.

There was a woman in there having a baby.

He was expecting the nurse and he'd sent word to her to get hold of another doctor.

It - things were going wrong." "Yes?"

"So he said - to me,

'Come on, you'll do - better than nobody.'

I said I couldn't, and he said what did I mean?

I said I'd never done anything like that, that I didn't know anything - "He asked me what the hell that mattered. And then he was awful. He turned on me. He said,

'You're a woman, aren't you?

I suppose you can do your darnedest to help another woman?'

And he went on at me - said I'd talked as though I was interested in doctoring and had said I wished I was a nurse.

'All pretty talk, I suppose!

You didn't mean anything real by it, but this is real and you're going to behave like a decent human being and not a useless ornamental nitwit!'

"I've done the most indiscernible things, Jerry. Held instruments and boiled them and handed things.

I'm so tired I can hardly stand up.

It was dreadful. But he saved her - and the baby.

It was born alive.

He didn't think at one time he could save it.

Oh, dear!"

Joanna covered her face with her hands.

I contemplated her with a certain amount of pleasure and mentally took my hat off to Owen Griffith.

He'd brought Joanna slap up against reality for once.

I said,

"There's a letter for you in the hall.

From Paul, I think."

"Eh?"

She paused for a minute and then said,

"I'd no idea, Jerry, what doctors had to do.

The nerve they've got to have!"

I went out into the hall and brought Joanna her letter.

She opened it, glanced vaguely at its contents, and let it drop.

"He was - really - rather wonderful.

The way he fought - the way he wouldn't be beaten!

He was rude and horrible to me - but he was wonderful."

I observed Paul's disregarded letter with some pleasure.

Plainly, Joanna was cured of Paul.

Things never come when they are expected.