That night in the chapel everything was done as Nikolka had wanted it, and his conscience was quite calm, though sad and austere.
The light shone in the bare, gloomy anatomical theater attached to the chapel.
The lid was placed on another coffin standing in the corner, containing an unknown man, so that this ugly unpleasant stranger should not disturb Nai's rest.
Lying in his coffin, Nai himself had taken on a distinctly more cheerful look.
Nai, washed by two well bribed and talkative janitors; Nai, clean, in a tunic without badges; Nai, with a wreath on his forehead and three candles at the head of the bier; and, best of all, Nai wearing the bright ribbon of the St George's Cross which Nikolka himself had arranged under the shirt on the cold, clammy chest and looped through one buttonhole.
Her head shaking, Nai's old mother turned aside from the three candles to Nikolka and said to him:
'My son.
Thank you, my dear.'
At this Nikolka burst into tears and went out of the chapel into the snow.
All around, above the courtyard of the anatomical theater, was the night, the snow, criss-crossed stars and the white Milky Way.
Eighteen
Alexei Turbin began dying on the morning of December 22nd.
The day was a dull white and overcast, and full of the advent of Christmas.
This was particularly noticeable in the shine on the parquet floor in the drawing-room, polished by the joint efforts of Anyuta, Nikolka and Lariosik, who had spent the whole of the day before silently rubbing back and forth.
There was an equally Christmassy look about the silver holders of the ikon lamps, polished by Anyuta's hands.
And finally there was a smell of pine-needles and a bright display of greenery in the corner by the piano, where the music of Faust was propped up, as though forgotten for ever, above the open keys.
At about mid-day Elena came out of Alexei's room with slightly unsteady steps and passed silently through the dining-room where Karas, Myshlaevsky and Lariosik were sitting in complete silence.
Not one of them moved as she passed by, afraid to look into her face.
Elena closed the door of her room behind her and the heavy portiere fell back motionless into place.
Myshlaevsky shifted in his seat.
'Well,' he said in a hoarse whisper, 'the mortar regiment commander did his best, but he didn't manage to arrange for Alyosha to get away . . .'
Karas and Lariosik had nothing to add to this.
Lariosik blinked, mauve shadows spreading across his cheeks.
'Ah, hell', said Myshlaevsky. He stood up and tiptoed, swaying, to the door, then stopped irresolutely, turned round and winked toward Elena's door. 'Look, fellows, keep an eye on her ... or she may . . .'
After a moment's hesitation he went out into the library, where his footsteps died away.
A little later there came the sound of his voice and strange grieving noises from Nikolka's room.
'Poor Nikolka is crying', Lariosik whispered in a despairing voice, then sighed, tiptoed to the door of Elena's room and bent over to the keyhole, but he could not see anything.
He looked round helplessly at Karas and began making silent, questioning gestures.
Karas walked over to the door, looked embarrassed, then plucked up courage and tapped on the door several times with his fingernail and said softly:
'Elena Vasilievna, Elena . . .'
'Don't worry about me', came Elena's muffled voice through the door. 'Don't come in.'
The tense expression on the two men's faces relaxed, and they both went back to their places, in chairs beside the Dutch stove, and sat down in silence. In Alexei Turbin's room there was nothing more for his friends and kin to do.
The three men in the room made it crowded enough.
One was the bear-like man with gold-rimmed spectacles; the other was young, clean-shaven and with a bearing more like a guards officer than a doctor, whilst the third was the gray-haired professor.
His skill had revealed to him and to the Turbin family the joyless news when he had first called on December 16th.
He had realised that Alexei had typhus and had said so at the time.
Immediately the bullet wound near the left armpit seemed to become of secondary importance.
An hour ago he had come out to Elena in the drawing-room and there, in answer to her urgent question, a question spoken not only with her tongue but with her dry eyes, her quivering lip and her disarranged hair, he had said that there was little hope, and had added, looking Elena straight in the eyes, with the gaze of a man of very great experience and therefore of very great compassion - 'very little'.
Everybody, including Elena, knew that this meant that there was no hope at all and, therefore, that Alexei was dying.
After Elena had gone into her brother's room and had stood for a long time looking at his face, and from this she too understood perfectly that there really was no hope.
Even without the skill and experience of that good, gray-haired old man it was obvious that Doctor Alexei Turbin was dying.
He lay there, still giving off a feverish heat, but a fever that was already wavering and unstable, and which was on the point of declining.
His face had already begun to take on an odd waxy tinge, his nose had changed and grown thinner, and in particular there was a suggestion of hopelessness about the bridge of his nose, which now seemed unnaturally prominent.
Elena's legs turned cold and she felt overcome with a moment of dull despair in the reeking, camphor-laden air of the bedroom, but the feeling quickly passed.
Something had settled in Alexei's chest like a stone and he whistled as he breathed, drawing in through bared teeth a sticky, thin stream of air that barely penetrated to his lungs.
He had long ago lost consciousness and neither saw nor understood what was going on around him.
Elena stood and looked.
The professor took her by the arm and whispered:
'Go now, Elena Vasilievna, we'll do all there is to do.'
Elena obeyed and went out.