Where every breath she draws is full of his knocking and sawing where she can see him saying See.
See what a good one I am making for you.
I told him to go somewhere else.
I said Good God do you want to see her in it.
It’s like when he was a little boy and she says if she had some fertilizer she would try to raise some flowers and he taken the bread pan and brought it back from the barn full of dung.
And now them others sitting there, like buzzards.
Waiting, fanning themselves.
Because I said If you wouldn’t keep on sawing and nailing at it until a man cant sleep even and her hands laying on the quilt like two of them roots dug up and tried to wash and you couldn’t get them clean.
I can see the fan and Dewey Dell’s arm.
I said if you’d just let her alone.
Sawing and knocking, and keeping the air always moving so fast on her face that when you’re tired you cant breathe it, and that goddamn adze going One lick less.
One lick less.
One lick less until everybody that passes in the road will have to stop and see it and say what a fine carpenter he is.
If it had just been me when Cash fell off of that church and if it had just been me when pa laid sick with that load of wood fell on him, it would not be happening with every bastard in the county coming in to stare at her because if there is a God what the hell is He for.
It would just be me and her on a high hill and me rolling the rocks down the hill faces and teeth and all by God until she was quiet and not that goddamn adze going One lick less.
One lick less and we could be quiet.
Darl
We watch him come around the corner and mount the steps.
He does not look at us.
"You ready?" he says.
"If you're hitched up," I say.
I say "Wait."
He stops, looking at pa.
Vernon spits, without moving.
He spits With decorous and deliberate precision into the pocked dust below the porch.
Pa rubs his hands slowly on his knees.
He is gazing out beyond the crest of the bluff, out across the land.
Jewel watches him a moment, then he goes on to the pail and drinks again.
"I mislike undecision as much as ere a man," Pa says.
"It means three dollars," I say.
The shirt across pa's hump is faded lighter than the rest of it.
There is no sweat stain on his shirt.
I have never seen a sweat stain on his shirt.
He was sick once from working in the sun when he was twenty-two years old, and he tells people that if he ever sweats, he will die.
I suppose he believes it.
"But if she dont last until you get back," he says. "She will be disappointed."
Vernon spits into the dust.
But it will rain before morning.
"She's counted on it," pa says.
"She'll want to start right away.
I know her.
I promised her I'd keep the team here and ready, and she's counting on it."
"We'll need that three dollars then, sure," I say.
He gazes out over the land, rubbing his hands on his knees.
Since he lost his teeth his mouth collapses in slow repetition when he dips.
The stubble gives his lower face that appearance that old dogs have.
"You'd better make up your mind soon, so we can get there and get a load on before dark," I say.
"Ma aint that sick," Jewel says.
"Shut up, Darl."
“That's right," Vernon says.