Now and then a fellow gets to thinking about it.
Not often, though.
Which is a good thing.
For the Lord aimed for him to do and not to spend too much time thinking, because his brain it's like a piece of machinery: it wont stand a whole lot of racking.
It's best when it all runs along the same, doing the day's work and not no one part used no more than needful.
I have said and I say again, that's ever living thing the matter with Darl: he just thinks by himself too much.
Cora's right when she says all he needs is a wife to straighten him out.
And when I think about that, I think that if nothing but being married will help a man, he's durn nigh hopeless.
But I reckon Cora's right when she says the reason the Lord had to create women is because man dont know his own good when he sees it.
When I come back to the house with the team, they was in the kitchen.
She was dressed on top of her nightgownd, with a shawl over her head and her umbrella and her bible wrapped up in the oilcloth, and him sitting on a up-turned bucket on the stove-zinc where she had put him, dripping onto the floor.
I cant get nothing outen him except about a fish," she says.
It's a judgment on them.
I see the hand of the Lord upon this boy for Anse Bundrens judgment and warning."
"The rain never come up till after I left," he says.
"I had done left.
I was on the way.
And so it was there in the dust.
You seen it.
Cash is fixing to nail her, but you seen it."
When we got there it was raining hard, and him sitting on the seat between us, wrapped up in Cora's shawl.
He hadn't said nothing else, just sitting there with Cora holding the umbrella over him.
Now and then Cora would stop singing long enough to say
"It's a judgment on Anse Bundren.
May it show him the path of sin he is a-trodding."
Then she would sing again, and him sitting there between us, leaning forward a little like the mules couldn't go fast enough to suit him.
"It was laying right yonder," he says, "but the rain come up after I taken and left.
So I can go and open the windows, because Cash aint nailed her yet."
It was long a-past midnight when we drove the last nail, and almost dust-dawn when I got back home and taken the team out and got back in bed, with Cora's nightcap laying on the other pillow.
And be durned if even then it wasn't like I could still hear Cora singing and feel that boy leaning forward between us like he was ahead of the mules, and still see Cash going up and down with that saw, and Anse standing there like a scarecrow, like he was a steer standing knee-deep in a pond and somebody come by and set the pond up on edge and he aint missed it yet.
It was nigh toward daybreak when we drove the last nail and toted it into the house, where she was laying on the bed with the window open and the rain blowing on her again.
Twice he did it, and him so dead for sleep that Cora says his face looked like one of these here Christmas masts that had done been buried a while and then dug up, until at last they put her into it and nailed it down so he couldn't open the window on her no more.
And the next morning they found him in his shirt tail, laying asleep on the floor like a felled steer, and the top of the box bored clean full of holes and Cash's new auger broke off in the last one.
When they taken the lid off they found that two of them had bored on into her face.
If it's a judgment, it aint right.
Because the Lord's got more to do than that.
He's bound to have.
Because the only burden Anse Bundren's ever had is himself.
And when folks talks him low, I think to myself he aint that less of a man or he couldn't a bore himself this long.
It aint right.
I be durn if it is.
Because He said Suffer little children to come unto Me dont make it right, neither.
Cora said, I have bore you what the Lord God sent me.
I faced it without fear nor terror because my faith was strong in the Lord, a-bolstering and sustaining me.
If you have no son, it's because the Lord has decreed otherwise in His wisdom.
And my life is and has ever been a open book to ere a man or woman among His creatures because I trust in my God and my reward."
I reckon she's right.
I reckon if there's ere a man or woman anywhere that He could turn it all over to and go away with His mind at rest, it would be Cora.
And I reckon she would make a few changes, no matter how He was running it And I reckon they would be for man's good.
Leastways, we would have to like them.