Forester Fullscreen Under the banner of the victorious (1948)

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So up we went aloft, sir, an' I'd just taken the earring o' the main to'gar'n when down came the mast, sir, an' I was pitched off into the water.

So was a lot o' my mates, sir, but just then the Frenchy which was burnin' blew up, an' I think the wreckage killed a lot of 'em, sir, 'cos I found I was alone, an' Pluto was gone away, an' so I swum for the shore, an' there was a lot of Frenchies what I think had swum from the burning Frenchy an' they took me to some sojers an' the sojers brought me here, sir.

There was a orficer what arst me questions — it'd 'a made you laugh, sir, to hear him trying to speak English — but I wasn't sayin' nothin', sir. An' when they see that they puts me in here along with the others, sir.

I was just telling 'em about the fight, sir.

There was the old Pluto, an' Caligula, sir, an' —"

"Yes, I saw it," said Hornblower, shortly.

"I saw that Pluto had lost her main topmast.

Was she knocked about much?"

"Lor' bless you, sir, no, sir.

We hadn't had half a dozen shot come aboard, an' they didn't do no damage, barrin' the one that wounded the Admiral."

"The Admiral!"

Hornblower reeled a little as he stood, as though he had been struck.

"Admiral Leighton, d'you mean?"

"Admiral Leighton, sir."

"Was — was he badly hurt?"

"I dunno, sir.

I didn't see it meself, o' course, sir, seein' as how I was on the main deck at the time.

Sailmaker's mate, he told me, sir, that the Admiral had been hit by a splinter.

Cooper's mate told him, sir, what helped to carry him below."

Hornblower could say no more for the present. He could only stare at the kindly stupid face of the sailor before him.

Yet even in that moment he could take note of the fact that the sailor was not in the least moved by the wounding of his Admiral.

Nelson's death had put the whole fleet into mourning, and he knew of half a dozen other flag officers whose death or whose wounding would have brought tears into the eyes of the men serving under him.

If it had been one of those, the man would have told of the accident to him before mentioning his own misadventures.

Hornblower had known before that Leighton was not beloved by his officers, and here was a clear proof that he was not beloved by his men either.

But perhaps Barbara had loved him.

She had at least married him.

Hornblower forced himself to speak, to bear himself naturally.

"That will do," he said, curtly, and then looked round to catch his coxswain's eye.

"Anything to report, Brown?"

"No, sir.

All well, sir."

Hornblower rapped on the door behind him to be let out of prison, to be conducted by his guard back to his room again, where he could walk up and down, three steps each way, his brain seething like a pot on a fire.

He only knew enough to unsettle him, to make him anxious.

Leighton had been wounded, but that did not mean that he would die.

A splinter wound — that might mean much or little.

Yet he had been carried below.

No admiral would have allowed that, if he had been able to resist — not in the heat of a fight, at any rate.

His face might be lacerated or his belly torn open — Hornblower, shuddering, shook his mind free from the memories of all the horrible wounds he had seen received on ship board during twenty years' service.

But, coldbloodedly, it was an even chance that Leighton would die — Hornblower had signed too many casualty lists to be unaware of the chances of a wounded man's recovery.

If Leighton were to die, Barbara would be free again.

But what had that to do with him, a married man — a married man whose wife was pregnant?

She would be no nearer to him, not while Maria lived.

And yet it assuaged his jealousy to think of her as a widow.

But then perhaps she would marry again, and he would have to go once more through all the torment he had endured when he had first heard of her marriage to Leighton.

In that case he would rather Leighton lived — a cripple, perhaps mutilated or impotent; the implications of that train of thought drove him into a paroxysm of too-rapid thinking from which he only emerged after a desperate struggle for sanity.

In the cold reaction which followed he sneered at himself for a fool.

He was the prisoner of a man whose empire extended from the Baltic to Gibraltar.

He told himself he would be an old man, that his child and Maria's would be grown up before he regained his liberty.

And then with a sudden shock he remembered that he might soon be dead — shot for violation of the laws of war.

Strange how he could forget that possibility.