On the contrary, I rejoiced that my way to an interview with Mrs. Van Brandt was smoothed, no matter with what motives, by Mr. Van Brandt himself.
I waited at home until noon, and then I could wait no longer.
Leaving a message of excuse for my mother (I had just sense of shame enough left to shrink from facing her), I hastened away to profit by my invitation on the very day when I received it.
CHAPTER XIV. MRS. VAN BRANDT AT HOME.
As I lifted my hand to ring the house bell, the door was opened from within, and no less a person than Mr. Van Brandt himself stood before me.
He had his hat on.
We had evidently met just as he was going out.
"My dear sir, how good this is of you!
You present the best of all replies to my letter in presenting yourself.
Mrs. Van Brandt is at home. Mrs. Van Brandt will be delighted.
Pray walk in."
He threw open the door of a room on the ground-floor.
His politeness was (if possible) even more offensive than his insolence.
"Be seated, Mr. Germaine, I beg of you."
He turned to the open door, and called up the stairs, in a loud and confident voice:
"Mary! come down directly."
"Mary"! I knew her Christian name at last, and knew it through Van Brandt.
No words can tell how the name jarred on me, spoken by his lips.
For the first time for years past my mind went back to Mary Dermody and Greenwater Broad.
The next moment I heard the rustling of Mrs. Van Brandt's dress on the stairs.
As the sound caught my ear, the old times and the old faces vanished again from my thoughts as completely as if they had never existed.
What had she in common with the frail, shy little child, her namesake, of other days?
What similarity was perceivable in the sooty London lodging-house to remind me of the bailiff's flower-scented cottage by the shores of the lake?
Van Brandt took off his hat, and bowed to me with sickening servility.
"I have a business appointment," he said, "which it is impossible to put off.
Pray excuse me.
Mrs. Van Brandt will do the honors.
Good morning."
The house door opened and closed again.
The rustling of the dress came slowly nearer and nearer.
She stood before me.
"Mr. Germaine!" she exclaimed, starting back, as if the bare sight of me repelled her.
"Is this honorable?
Is this worthy of you?
You allow me to be entrapped into receiving you, and you accept as your accomplice Mr. Van Brandt!
Oh, sir, I have accustomed myself to look up to you as a high-minded man.
How bitterly you have disappointed me!"
Her reproaches passed by me unheeded.
They only heightened her color; they only added a new rapture to the luxury of looking at her.
"If you loved me as faithfully as I love you," I said, "you would understand why I am here.
No sacrifice is too great if it brings me into your presence again after two years of absence."
She suddenly approached me, and fixed her eyes in eager scrutiny on my face.
"There must be some mistake," she said.
"You cannot possibly have received my letter, or you have not read it?"
"I have received it, and I have read it."
"And Van Brandt's letter—you have read that too?"
"Yes."
She sat down by the table, and, leaning her arms on it, covered her face with her hands.
My answers seemed not only to have distressed, but to have perplexed her.
"Are men all alike?" I heard her say.