Morality and civic duty!
Son, forget it."
CHAPTER VIII
Daylight's coming to civilization had not improved him.
True, he wore better clothes, had learned slightly better manners, and spoke better English.
As a gambler and a man-trampler he had developed remarkable efficiency.
Also, he had become used to a higher standard of living, and he had whetted his wits to razor sharpness in the fierce, complicated struggle of fighting males.
But he had hardened, and at the expense of his old-time, whole-souled geniality.
Of the essential refinements of civilization he knew nothing. He did not know they existed.
He had become cynical, bitter, and brutal.
Power had its effect on him that it had on all men.
Suspicious of the big exploiters, despising the fools of the exploited herd, he had faith only in himself.
This led to an undue and erroneous exaltation of his ego, while kindly consideration of others—nay, even simple respect—was destroyed, until naught was left for him but to worship at the shrine of self.
Physically, he was not the man of iron muscles who had come down out of the Arctic.
He did not exercise sufficiently, ate more than was good for him, and drank altogether too much.
His muscles were getting flabby, and his tailor called attention to his increasing waistband.
In fact, Daylight was developing a definite paunch.
This physical deterioration was manifest likewise in his face. The lean Indian visage was suffering a city change. The slight hollows in the cheeks under the high cheek-bones had filled out. The beginning of puff-sacks under the eyes was faintly visible. The girth of the neck had increased, and the first crease and fold of a double chin were becoming plainly discernible.
The old effect of asceticism, bred of terrific hardships and toil, had vanished; the features had become broader and heavier, betraying all the stigmata of the life he lived, advertising the man's self-indulgence, harshness, and brutality.
Even his human affiliations were descending.
Playing a lone hand, contemptuous of most of the men with whom he played, lacking in sympathy or understanding of them, and certainly independent of them, he found little in common with those to be encountered, say at the Alta-Pacific.
In point of fact, when the battle with the steamship companies was at its height and his raid was inflicting incalculable damage on all business interests, he had been asked to resign from the Alta-Pacific.
The idea had been rather to his liking, and he had found new quarters in clubs like the Riverside, organized and practically maintained by the city bosses.
He found that he really liked such men better. They were more primitive and simple, and they did not put on airs.
They were honest buccaneers, frankly in the game for what they could get out of it, on the surface more raw and savage, but at least not glossed over with oily or graceful hypocrisy.
The Alta-Pacific had suggested that his resignation be kept a private matter, and then had privily informed the newspapers.
The latter had made great capital out of the forced resignation, but Daylight had grinned and silently gone his way, though registering a black mark against more than one club member who was destined to feel, in the days to come, the crushing weight of the Klondiker's financial paw.
The storm-centre of a combined newspaper attack lasting for months, Daylight's character had been torn to shreds.
There was no fact in his history that had not been distorted into a criminality or a vice.
This public making of him over into an iniquitous monster had pretty well crushed any lingering hope he had of getting acquainted with Dede Mason. He felt that there was no chance for her ever to look kindly on a man of his caliber, and, beyond increasing her salary to seventy-five dollars a month, he proceeded gradually to forget about her.
The increase was made known to her through Morrison, and later she thanked Daylight, and that was the end of it.
One week-end, feeling heavy and depressed and tired of the city and its ways, he obeyed the impulse of a whim that was later to play an important part in his life.
The desire to get out of the city for a whiff of country air and for a change of scene was the cause. Yet, to himself, he made the excuse of going to Glen Ellen for the purpose of inspecting the brickyard with which Holdsworthy had goldbricked him.
He spent the night in the little country hotel, and on Sunday morning, astride a saddle-horse rented from the Glen Ellen butcher, rode out of the village.
The brickyard was close at hand on the flat beside the Sonoma Creek.
The kilns were visible among the trees, when he glanced to the left and caught sight of a cluster of wooded knolls half a mile away, perched on the rolling slopes of Sonoma Mountain. The mountain, itself wooded, towered behind.
The trees on the knolls seemed to beckon to him.
The dry, early-summer air, shot through with sunshine, was wine to him.
Unconsciously he drank it in deep breaths.
The prospect of the brickyard was uninviting. He was jaded with all things business, and the wooded knolls were calling to him.
A horse was between his legs—a good horse, he decided; one that sent him back to the cayuses he had ridden during his eastern Oregon boyhood.
He had been somewhat of a rider in those early days, and the champ of bit and creak of saddle-leather sounded good to him now.
Resolving to have his fun first, and to look over the brickyard afterward, he rode on up the hill, prospecting for a way across country to get to the knolls.
He left the country road at the first gate he came to and cantered through a hayfield.
The grain was waist-high on either side the wagon road, and he sniffed the warm aroma of it with delighted nostrils.
Larks flew up before him, and from everywhere came mellow notes.
From the appearance of the road it was patent that it had been used for hauling clay to the now idle brickyard.
Salving his conscience with the idea that this was part of the inspection, he rode on to the clay-pit—a huge scar in a hillside.
But he did not linger long, swinging off again to the left and leaving the road.
Not a farm-house was in sight, and the change from the city crowding was essentially satisfying.