You know what our takings are.
How can I?
Oh well, all right.
But I shall have to pay three pounds out of my own pocket.’
‘A fat lot I care.’
6. AFTER a fortnight of rehearsals, Michael was thrown out of the part for which he had been engaged, and for three or four weeks was left to kick his heels about till something else could be found for him.
He opened in due course in a play that ran less than a month in New York.
It was sent on the road; but languished and was withdrawn.
After another wait he was given a part in a costume play where his good looks shone to such advantage that his indifferent acting was little noticed, and in this he finished the season.
There was no talk of renewing his contract.
Indeed the manager who had engaged him was caustic in his comments.
‘Gee, I’d give something to get even with that fellow Langton, the son of a bitch,’ he said.
‘He knew what he was doing all right when he landed me with that stick.’
Julia wrote to Michael constantly, pages and pages of love and gossip, while he answered once a week, four pages exactly in a neat, precise hand.
He always ended up by sending her his best love and signing himself hers very affectionately, but the rest of his letter was more informative than passionate.
Yet she awaited its coming in an agony of impatience and read it over and over again.
Though he wrote cheerfully, saying little about the theatre except that the parts they gave him were rotten and the plays in which he was expected to act beneath contempt, news travels in the theatrical world, and Julia knew that he had not made good.
‘I suppose it’s beastly of me,’ she thought, ‘but thank God, thank God.’
When he announced the date of his sailing she could not contain her joy.
She got Jimmie so to arrange his programme that she might go and meet him at Liverpool.
‘If the boat comes in late I shall probably stay the night,’ she told Jimmie.
He smiled ironically.
‘I suppose you think that in the excitement of homecoming you may work the trick.’
‘What a beastly little man you are.’
‘Come off it, dear.
My advice to you is, get him a bit tight and then lock yourself in a room with him and tell him you won’t let him out till he’s made a dishonest woman of you.’
But when she was starting he came to the station with her.
As she was getting into the carriage he took her hand and patted it.
‘Feeling nervous, dear?’
‘Oh, Jimmie dear, wild with happiness and sick with anxiety.’
‘Well, good luck to you.
And don’t forget you’re much too good for him.
You’re young and pretty and you’re the greatest actress in England.’
When the train steamed out Jimmie went to the station bar and had a whisky and soda.
‘Lord, what fools these mortals be,’ he sighed.
But Julia stood up in the empty carriage and looked at herself in the glass.
‘Mouth too large, face too puddingy, nose too fleshy.
Thank God, I’ve got good eyes and good legs. Exquisite legs.
I wonder if I’ve got too much make-up on.
He doesn’t like make-up off the stage.
I look bloody without rouge.
My eyelashes are all right.
Damn it all, I don’t look so bad.’
Uncertain till the last moment whether Jimmie would allow her to go, Julia had not been able to let Michael know that she was meeting him.
He was surprised and frankly delighted to see her.
His beautiful eyes beamed with pleasure.
‘You’re more lovely than ever,’ she said.
‘Oh, don’t be so silly,’ he laughed, squeezing her arm affectionately.
‘You haven’t got to go back till after dinner, have you?’
‘I haven’t got to go back till tomorrow.