"But these things didn't matter - they didn't count any longer.
The real things were the things I couldn't see yet - but I heard them...
It was a sound like the rushing of wings... Somehow, I can't explain why, it was glorious! There's nothing like it here.
And then came another glory - I saw them - the Wings!
Oh, Seldon, the Wings!"
"But what were they?
Men - angels - birds?"
"I don't know.
I couldn't see - not yet.
But the colour of them!
Wing colour - we haven't got it here - it's a wonderful colour."
"Wing colour?" repeated Seldon.
"What's it like?"
Hamer flung up his hand impatiently.
"How can I tell you?
Explain the colour blue to a blind person!
It's a colour you've never seen - Wing colour!"
"Well?"
"Well? That's all. That's as far as I've got.
But each time the coming back has been worse - more painful.
I can't understand that.
I'm convinced my body never leaves the bed. In this place I get to I'm convinced I've got no physical presence.
Why should it hurt so confoundedly then?"
Seldon shook his head in silence.
"It's something awful - the coming back.
The pull of it - then the pain, pain in every limb and every nerve, and my ears feel as though they were bursting. Then everything presses so, the weight of it all, the dreadful sense of imprisonment.
I want light, air, space - above all space to breathe in!
And I want freedom."
"And what," asked Seldon, "of all the other things that used to mean so much to you?" "That's the worst of it.
I care for them still as much as, if not more than, ever.
And these things, comfort, luxury, pleasure, seem to pull opposite ways to the Wings.
It's a perpetual struggle between them - and I can't see how it's going to end."
Seldon sat silent.
The strange tale he had been listening to was fantastic enough in all truth.
Was it all a delusion, a wild hallucination - or could it by any possibility be true?
And if so, why Hamer, of all men...?
Surely the materialist, the man who loved the flesh and denied the spirit, was the last man to see the sights of another world.
Across the table Hamer watched him anxiously.
"I suppose," said Seldon slowly, "that you can only wait.
Wait and see what happens."
"I can't! I tell you I can't!
Your saying that shows you don't understand. It's tearing me in two, this awful struggle - this killing, long-drawn-out fight between - between -" He hesitated.
"The flesh and the spirit?" suggested Seldon.
Hamer stared heavily in front of him.
"I suppose one might call it that.
Anyway, it's unbearable... I can't get free..."
Again Bernard Seldon shook his head. He was caught up in the grip of the inexplicable.
He made one more suggestion. "If I were you," he advised, "I would get hold of that cripple."
But as he went home, he muttered to himself:
"Canals - I wonder."