Daphne Dumorier Fullscreen Rebecca (1938)

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Wait here while I go and see.'

I knew they were talking about me.

I began to feel more uncomfortable than ever.

It was so furtive, the whole business.

And I did not want to catch Mrs Danvers in the wrong.

Then Jasper turned his head sharply towards the drawing-room. He trotted out, wagging his tail.

'Hullo, you little tyke,' I heard the man say.

Jasper began to bark excitedly.

I looked round desperately for somewhere to hide.

Hopeless of course.

And then I heard a footstep quite close to my ear, and the man came into the room.

He did not see me at first because I was behind the door, but Jasper made a dive at me, still barking with delight.

The man wheeled round suddenly and saw me.

I have never seen anyone look more astonished.

I might have been the burglar and he the master of the house.

'I beg your pardon,' he said, looking me up and down.

He was a big, hefty fellow, good-looking in a rather flashy, sunburnt way.

He had the hot, blue eyes usually associated with heavy drinking and loose living.

His hair was reddish like his skin.

In a few years he would run to fat, his neck bulging over the back of his collar.

His mouth gave him away, it was too soft, too pink.

I could smell the whisky in his breath from where I stood.

He began to smile.

The sort of smile he would give to every woman.

'I hope I haven't startled you,' he said.

I came out from behind the door looking no doubt as big a fool as I felt.

'No, of course not,' I said,

'I heard voices, I was not quite sure who it was.

I did not expect any callers this afternoon.'

'What a shame,' he said heartily, 'it's too bad of me to butt in on you like this.

I hope you'll forgive me.

The fact is I just popped in to see old Danny, she's a very old friend of mine.'

'Oh, of course, it's quite all right,' I said.

'Dear old Danny,' he said, 'she's so anxious, bless her, not to disturb anyone.

She didn't want to worry you.'

'Oh, it does not matter at all,' I said.

I was watching Jasper who was jumping up and pawing at the man in delight.

'This little beggar hasn't forgotten me, has he?' he said.

'Grown into a jolly little beast.

He was quite a youngster when I saw him last.

He's too fat though.

He needs more exercise.'

'I've just taken him for a long walk,' I said.

'Have you really?

How sporting of you,' he said. He went on patting Jasper and smiling at me in a familiar way.

Then he pulled out his cigarette case.

'Have one?' he said.

'I don't smoke,' I told him.

'Don't you really?'

He took one himself and lighted it.