"Sal, ever since I came back from France I ain't had any idea what to do with myself.
Is it true you're going to Mexico?
Hot damn, I could go with you?
I can get a hundred bucks and once I get there sign up for GI Bill in Mexico City College."
Okay, it was agreed, Stan was coming with me.
He was a rangy, bashful, shock-haired Denver boy with a big con-man smile and slow, easy-going Gary Cooper movements.
"Hot damn!" he said and stuck his thumbs on his belt and ambled down the street, swaying from side to side but slowly.
His grandfather was having it out with him.
He had been opposed to France and now he was opposed to the idea of going to Mexico.
Stan was wandering around Denver like a bum because of his fight with his grandfather.
That night after we'd done all our drinking and restrained Henry from getting his nose opened up in the Hot Shoppe on Colfax, Stan scraggled off to sleep in Henry's hotel room on Glenarm.
"I can't even come home late – my grandfather starts fighting with me, then he turns on my mother.
I tell you, Sal, I got to get out of Denver quick or I'll go crazy."
Well, I stayed at Tim Gray's and then later Babe Rawlins fixed up a neat little basement room for me and we all ended up there with parties every night for a week.
Henry vanished off to his brother's and we never saw him again and never will know if anybody's signified with him since and if they've put him away in an iron hall or if he busts his gaskets in the night free.
Tim Gray, Stan, Babe, and I spent an entire week of afternoons in lovely Denver bars where the waitresses wear slacks and cut around with bashful, loving eyes, not hardened waitresses but waitresses that fall in love with the clientele and have explosive affairs and huff and sweat and suffer from one bar to another; and we spent the same week in nights at Five Points listening to jazz, drinking booze in crazy Negro saloons and gabbing till five o'clock in the morn in my basement.
Noon usually found us reclined in Babe's back yard among the little Denver kids who played cowboys and Indians and dropped on us from cherry trees in bloom.
I was having a wonderful time and the whole world opened up before me because I had no dreams.
Stan and I plotted to make Tim Gray come with us, but Tim was stuck to his Denver life.
I was getting ready to go to Mexico when suddenly Denver Doll called me one night and said,
"Well, Sal, guess who's coming to Denver?"
I had no idea.
"He's on his way already, I got this news from my grapevine.
Dean bought a car and is coming out to join you."
Suddenly I had a vision of Dean, a burning shuddering frightful Angel, palpitating toward me across the road, approaching like a cloud, with enormous speed, pursuing me like the Shrouded Traveler on the plain, bearing down on me.
I saw his huge face over the plains with the mad, bony purpose and the gleaming eyes; I saw his wings; I saw his old jalopy chariot with thousands of sparking flames shooting out from it; I saw the path it burned over the road; it even made its own road and went over the corn, through cities, destroying bridges, drying rivers.
It came like wrath to the West.
I knew Dean had gone mad again.
There was no chance to send money to either wife if he took all his savings out of the bank and bought a car.
Everything was up, the jig and all.
Behind him charred ruins smoked.
He rushed westward over the groaning and awful continent again, and soon he would arrive.
We made hasty preparations for Dean.
News was that he was going to drive me to Mexico.
"Do you think he'll let me come along?" asked Stan in awe.
"I'll talk to him," I said grimly.
We didn't know what to expect.
"Where will he sleep?
What's he going to eat?
Are there any girls for him?"
It was like the imminent arrival of Gargantuan preparations had to be made to widen the gutters of Denver and foreshorten certain laws to fit his suffering bulk and bursting ecstasies.
3
It was like an old-fashioned movie when Dean arrived.
I was in Babe's house in a golden afternoon.
A wore about the house.
Her mother was away in Europe.
The chaperon aunt was called Charity; she was seventy-five years old and spry as a chicken.
In the Rawlins family, which stretched all over the West, she was continually shuttling from one house to another and making herself generally useful.
At one time she'd had dozens of sons.
They were all gone; they'd all abandoned her.