She was proud of serving Frederick.
But he, when he saw her, sprang up in a minute, and relieved her of her burden. It was a type, a sign, of all the coming relief which his presence would bring.
The brother and sister arranged the table together, saying little, but their hands touching, and their eyes speaking the natural language of expression, so intelligible to those of the same blood.
The fire had gone out; and Margaret applied herself to light it, for the evenings had begun to be chilly; and yet it was desirable to make all noises as distant as possible from Mrs. Hale's room.
'Dixon says it is a gift to light a fire; not an art to be acquired.'
'Poeta nascitur, non fit,' murmured Mr. Hale; and Margaret was glad to hear a quotation once more, however languidly given.
'Dear old Dixon!
How we shall kiss each other!' said Frederick.
'She used to kiss me, and then look in my face to be sure I was the right person, and then set to again!
But, Margaret, what a bungler you are!
I never saw such a little awkward, good-for-nothing pair of hands.
Run away, and wash them, ready to cut bread-and-butter for me, and leave the fire.
I'll manage it.
Lighting fires is one of my natural accomplishments.'
So Margaret went away; and returned; and passed in and out of the room, in a glad restlessness that could not be satisfied with sitting still.
The more wants Frederick had, the better she was pleased; and he understood all this by instinct.
It was a joy snatched in the house of mourning, and the zest of it was all the more pungent, because they knew in the depths of their hearts what irremediable sorrow awaited them.
In the middle, they heard Dixon's foot on the stairs.
Mr. Hale started from his languid posture in his great armchair, from which he had been watching his children in a dreamy way, as if they were acting some drama of happiness, which it was pretty to look at, but which was distinct from reality, and in which he had no part.
He stood up, and faced the door, showing such a strange, sudden anxiety to conceal Frederick from the sight of any person entering, even though it were the faithful Dixon, that a shiver came over Margaret's heart: it reminded her of the new fear in their lives.
She caught at Frederick's arm, and clutched it tight, while a stern thought compressed her brows, and caused her to set her teeth.
And yet they knew it was only Dixon's measured tread.
They heard her walk the length of the passage, into the kitchen.
Margaret rose up.
I will go to her, and tell her.
And I shall hear how mamma is.'
Mrs. Hale was awake.
She rambled at first; but after they had given her some tea she was refreshed, though not disposed to talk.
It was better that the night should pass over before she was told of her son's arrival.
Dr. Donaldson's appointed visit would bring nervous excitement enough for the evening; and he might tell them how to prepare her for seeing Frederick.
He was there, in the house; could be summoned at any moment.
Margaret could not sit still.
It was a relief to her to aid Dixon in all her preparations for 'Master Frederick.'
It seemed as though she never could be tired again.
Each glimpse into the room where he sate by his father, conversing with him, about, she knew not what, nor cared to know,—was increase of strength to her.
Her own time for talking and hearing would come at last, and she was too certain of this to feel in a hurry to grasp it now.
She took in his appearance and liked it.
He had delicate features, redeemed from effeminacy by the swarthiness of his complexion, and his quick intensity of expression.
His eyes were generally merry-looking, but at times they and his mouth so suddenly changed, and gave her such an idea of latent passion, that it almost made her afraid.
But this look was only for an instant; and had in it no doggedness, no vindictiveness; it was rather the instantaneous ferocity of expression that comes over the countenances of all natives of wild or southern countries—a ferocity which enhances the charm of the childlike softness into which such a look may melt away.
Margaret might fear the violence of the impulsive nature thus occasionally betrayed, but there was nothing in it to make her distrust, or recoil in the least, from the new-found brother.
On the contrary, all their intercourse was peculiarly charming to her from the very first.
She knew then how much responsibility she had had to bear, from the exquisite sensation of relief which she felt in Frederick's presence.
He understood his father and mother—their characters and their weaknesses, and went along with a careless freedom, which was yet most delicately careful not to hurt or wound any of their feelings.
He seemed to know instinctively when a little of the natural brilliancy of his manner and conversation would not jar on the deep depression of his father, or might relieve his mother's pain.
Whenever it would have been out of tune, and out of time, his patient devotion and watchfulness came into play, and made him an admirable nurse.
Then Margaret was almost touched into tears by the allusions which he often made to their childish days in the New Forest; he had never forgotten her—or Helstone either—all the time he had been roaming among distant countries and foreign people.
She might talk to him of the old spot, and never fear tiring him.
She had been afraid of him before he came, even while she had longed for his coming; seven or eight years had, she felt, produced such great changes in herself that, forgetting how much of the original Margaret was left, she had reasoned that if her tastes and feelings had so materially altered, even in her stay-at-home life, his wild career, with which she was but imperfectly acquainted, must have almost substituted another Frederick for the tall stripling in his middy's uniform, whom she remembered looking up to with such admiring awe.
But in their absence they had grown nearer to each other in age, as well as in many other things.