"But to have them think that … I didn't even know she had a report card.
She told me last fall that they had quit using them this year.
And now for Professor Junkin to call me on the telephone and tell me if she's absent one more time, she will have to leave school.
How does she do it?
Where does she go?
You're down town all day; you ought to see her if she stays on the streets."
"Yes," I says. "If she stayed on the streets.
I dont reckon she'd be playing out of school just to do something she could do in public," I says.
"What do you mean?" she says.
"I dont mean anything," I says. "I just answered your question."
Then she begun to cry again, talking about how her own flesh and blood rose up to curse her.
"You asked me," I says.
"I dont mean you," she says. "You are the only one of them that isn't a reproach to me."
"Sure," I says. "I never had time to be.
I never had time to go to Harvard or drink myself into the ground.
I had to work.
But of course if you want me to follow her around and see what she does, I can quit the store and get a job where I can work at night.
Then I can watch her during the day and you can use Ben for the night shift."
"I know I'm just a trouble and a burden to you," she says, crying on the pillow.
"I ought to know it," I says. "You've been telling me that for thirty years.
Even Ben ought to know it now.
Do you want me to say anything to her about it?"
"Do you think it will do any good?" she says.
"Not if you come down there interfering just when I get started," I says. "If you want me to control her, just say so and keep your hands off.
Everytime I try to, you come butting in and then she gives both of us the laugh."
"Remember she's your own flesh and blood," she says.
"Sure," I says, "that's just what I'm thinking of--flesh.
And a little blood too, if I had my way.
When people act like niggers, no matter who they are the only thing to do is treat them like a nigger."
"I'm afraid you'll lose your temper with her," she says.
"Well," I says. "You haven't had much luck with your system.
You want me to do anything about it, or not? Say one way or the other; I've got to get on to work."
"I know you have to slave your life away for us," she says. "You know if I had my way, you'd have an office of your own to go to, and hours that became a Bascomb.
Because you are a Bascomb, despite your name.
I know that if your father could have foreseen--"
"Well," I says, "I reckon he's entitled to guess wrong now and then, like anybody else, even a Smith or a Jones."
She begun to cry again.
"To hear you speak bitterly of your dead father," she says.
"All right," I says, "all right.
Have it your way.
But as I haven't got an office, I'll have to get on to what I have got.
Do you want me to say anything to her?"
"I'm afraid you'll lose your temper with her," she says.
"All right," I says. "I wont say anything, then."
"But something must be done," she says. "To have people think I permit her to stay out of school and run about the streets, or that I cant prevent her doing it…. Jason, Jason," she says. "How could you.
How could you leave me with these burdens."
"Now, now," I says. "You'll make yourself sick.
Why dont you either lock her up all day too, or turn her over to me and quit worrying over her?"
"My own flesh and blood," she says, crying.
So I says, "All right. I'll tend to her.