Could she meanly accept that implicit trust, that devoted belief?
Never had she felt the base submissions which her own imposture condemned her to undergo with a loathing of them so overwhelming as the loathing that she felt now.
In horror of herself, she turned her head aside in silence and shrank from meeting his eye.
He noticed the movement, placing his own interpretation on it.
Advancing closer, he asked anxiously if he had offended her.
"You don't know how your confidence touches me," she said, without looking up. "You little think how keenly I feel your kindness."
She checked herself abruptly.
Her fine tact warned her that she was speaking too warmly—that the expression of her gratitude might strike him as being strangely exaggerated.
She handed him her work-basket before he could speak again.
"Will you put it away for me?" she asked, in her quieter tones. "I don't feel able to work just now."
His back was turned on her for a moment, while he placed the basket on a side-table.
In that moment her mind advanced at a bound from present to future.
Accident might one day put the true Grace in possession of the proofs that she needed, and might reveal the false Grace to him in the identity that was her own.
What would he think of her then?
Could she make him tell her without betraying herself?
She determined to try.
"Children are notoriously insatiable if you once answer their questions, and women are nearly as bad," she said, when Julian returned to her.
"Will your patience hold out if I go back for the third time to the person whom we have been speaking of?"
"Try me," he answered, with a smile.
"Suppose you had not taken your merciful view of her?"
"Yes?"
"Suppose you believed that she was wickedly bent on deceiving others for a purpose of her own—would you not shrink from such a woman in horror and disgust?"
"God forbid that I should shrink from any human creature!" he answered, earnestly.
"Who among us has a right to do that?"
She hardly dared trust herself to believe him.
"You would still pity her?" she persisted, "and still feel for her?"
"With all my heart."
"Oh, how good you are!"
He held up his hand in warning.
The tones of his voice deepened, the luster of his eyes brightened.
She had stirred in the depths of that great heart the faith in which the man lived—the steady principle which guided his modest and noble life.
"No!" he cried.
"Don't say that!
Say that I try to love my neighbor as myself.
Who but a Pharisee can believe that he is better than another?
The best among us to-day may, but for the mercy of God, be the worst among us tomorrow.
The true Christian virtue is the virtue which never despairs of a fellow-creature.
The true Christian faith believes in Man as well as in God.
Frail and fallen as we are, we can rise on the wings of repentance from earth to heaven.
Humanity is sacred.
Humanity has its immortal destiny.
Who shall dare say to man or woman,
'There is no hope in you?' Who shall dare say the work is all vile, when that work bears on it the stamp of the Creator's hand?"
He turned away for a moment, struggling with the emotion which she had roused in him.
Her eyes, as they followed him, lighted with a momentary enthusiasm—then sank wearily in the vain regret which comes too late.
Ah! if he could have been her friend and her adviser on the fatal day when she first turned her steps toward Mablethorpe House!
She sighed bitterly as the hopeless aspiration wrung her heart.
He heard the sigh; and, turning again, looked at her with a new interest in his face.
"Miss Roseberry," he said.
She was still absorbed in the bitter memories of the past: she failed to hear him.