No mistake.
The lights were gone.
Couldn’t expect anything else. She had to go. . . . He noticed that they talked as though they had left behind them nothing but an empty ship.
They concluded she would not have been long when she once started.
It seemed to cause them some sort of satisfaction.
They assured each other that she couldn’t have been long about it—“Just shot down like a flat-iron.”
The chief engineer declared that the mast-head light at the moment of sinking seemed to drop “like a lighted match you throw down.”
At this the second laughed hysterically.
“I am g-g-glad, I am gla-a-a-d.”
His teeth went on “like an electric rattle,” said Jim, “and all at once he began to cry.
He wept and blubbered like a child, catching his breath and sobbing
‘Oh dear! oh dear! oh dear!’
He would be quiet for a while and start suddenly,
‘Oh, my poor arm! oh, my poor a-a-a-arm!’
I felt I could knock him down.
Some of them sat in the stern-sheets.
I could just make out their shapes.
Voices came to me, mumble, mumble, grunt, grunt.
All this seemed very hard to bear.
I was cold too.
And I could do nothing.
I thought that if I moved I would have to go over the side and . . .”
‘His hand groped stealthily, came in contact with a liqueur-glass, and was withdrawn suddenly as if it had touched a red-hot coal.
I pushed the bottle slightly.
“Won’t you have some more?” I asked.
He looked at me angrily.
“Don’t you think I can tell you what there is to tell without screwing myself up?” he asked.
The squad of globe-trotters had gone to bed.
We were alone but for a vague white form erect in the shadow, that, being looked at, cringed forward, hesitated, backed away silently.
It was getting late, but I did not hurry my guest.
‘In the midst of his forlorn state he heard his companions begin to abuse some one.
“What kept you from jumping, you lunatic?” said a scolding voice.
The chief engineer left the stern-sheets, and could be heard clambering forward as if with hostile intentions against “the greatest idiot that ever was.”
The skipper shouted with rasping effort offensive epithets from where he sat at the oar.
He lifted his head at that uproar, and heard the name
“George,” while a hand in the dark struck him on the breast.
“What have you got to say for yourself, you fool?” queried somebody, with a sort of virtuous fury.
“They were after me,” he said. “They were abusing me—abusing me . . . by the name of George.”
‘He paused to stare, tried to smile, turned his eyes away and went on.
“That little second puts his head right under my nose,
‘Why, it’s that blasted mate!’
‘What!’ howls the skipper from the other end of the boat.
‘No!’ shrieks the chief.
And he too stooped to look at my face.”
‘The wind had left the boat suddenly.
The rain began to fall again, and the soft, uninterrupted, a little mysterious sound with which the sea receives a shower arose on all sides in the night.
“They were too taken aback to say anything more at first,” he narrated steadily, “and what could I have to say to them?” He faltered for a moment, and made an effort to go on. “They called me horrible names.”
His voice, sinking to a whisper, now and then would leap up suddenly, hardened by the passion of scorn, as though he had been talking of secret abominations.
“Never mind what they called me,” he said grimly. “I could hear hate in their voices.
A good thing too.