He had been born in the town and had lived there all his life save for the periods of the summer encampments.
He was too young to have been in the European War, though it was not until 1921 or ‘22 that he realised that he would never forgive his parents for that fact.
His father, a hardware merchant, did not understand this.
He thought that the boy was just lazy and in a fair way to become perfectly worthless, when in reality the boy was suffering the terrible tragedy of having been born not alone too late but not late enough to have escaped first hand knowledge of the lost time when he should have been a man instead of a child.
And now, with the hysteria passed away and the ones who had been loudest in the hysteria and even the ones, the heroes who had suffered and served, beginning to look at one another a little askance, he had no one to tell it, to open his heart to.
In fact, his first serious fight was with an exsoldier who made some remark to the effect that if he had to do it again, he would fight this time on the German side and against France.
At once Grimm took him up.
“Against America too?” he said.
“If America’s fool enough to help France out again,” the soldier said.
Grimm struck him at once; he was smaller than the soldier, still in his teens.
The result was foregone; even Grimm doubtless knew that.
But he took his punishment until even the soldier begged the bystanders to hold the boy back.
And he wore the scars of that battle as proudly as he was later to wear the uniform itself for which he had blindly fought.
It was the new civilian-military act which saved him.
He was like a man who had been for a long time in a swamp, in the dark.
It was as though he not only could see no path ahead of him, he knew that there was none.
Then suddenly his life opened definite and clear.
The wasted years in which he had shown no ability in school, in which he had been known as lazy, recalcitrant, without ambition, were behind him, forgotten.
He could now see his life opening before him, uncomplex and inescapable as a barren corridor, completely freed now of ever again having to think or decide, the burden which he now assumed and carried as bright and weightless and martial as his insignatory brass: a sublime and implicit faith in physical courage and blind obedience, and a belief that the white race is superior to any and all other races and that the American is superior to all other white races and that the American uniform is superior to all men, and that all that would ever be required of him in payment for this belief, this privilege, would be his own life.
On each national holiday that had any martial flavor whatever he dressed in his captain’s uniform and came down town.
And those who saw him remembered him again on the day of the fight with the exsoldier as, glittering, with his marksman’s badge (he was a fine shot) and his bars, grave, erect, he walked among the civilians with about him an air half belligerent and half the selfconscious pride of a boy.
He was not a member of the American Legion, but that was his parents’ fault and not his.
But when Christmas was fetched back from Mottstown on that Saturday afternoon, he had already been to the commander of the local Post.
His idea, his words, were quite simple and direct.
“We got to preserve order,” he said “We must let the law take its course.
The law, the nation.
It is the right of no civilian to sentence a man to death.
And we, the soldiers in Jefferson, are the ones to see to that.”
“How do you know that anybody is planning anything different?” the legion commander said. “Have you heard any talk?”
“I don’t know.
I haven’t listened.” He didn’t lie.
It was as though he did not attach enough importance to what might or might not have been said by the civilian citizens to lie about it. “That’s not the question.
It’s whether or not we, as soldiers, that have worn the uniform, are going to be the first to state where we stand.
To show these people right off just where the government of the country stands on such things.
That there won’t be any need for them even to talk.” His plan was quite simple.
It was to form the legion Post into a platoon, with himself in command vide his active commission. “But if they don’t want me to command, that’s all right too.
I’ll be second, if they say.
Or a sergeant or a corporal.” And he meant it.
It was not vain glory that he wanted.
He was too sincere.
So sincere, so humorless, that the legion commander withheld the flippant refusal he was about to make.
“I still don’t think that there is any need of it.
And if there was, we would all have to act as civilians.
I couldn’t use the Post like that.
After all, we are not soldiers now.
I don’t think I would, if I could.”
Grimm looked at him, without anger, but rather as if he were some kind of bug.
“Yet you wore the uniform once,” he said, with a kind of patience.
He said: “I suppose you won’t use your authority to keep me from talking to them, will you?
As individuals?”