Ridley was a—"
"Yes.
Exactly.
Very thoughtful of you, deary, even though it hasn't much to do with our present business."
"Why, yes it has!
I'm giving my body to be burned!
But—ah you don't understand!—it wants Sue to understand such things!
And I was her seducer—poor little girl!
And she's gone—and I don't care about myself!
Do what you like with me! … And yet she did it for conscience' sake, poor little Sue!"
"Hang her!—I mean, I think she was right," hiccuped Arabella.
"I've my feelings too, like her; and I feel I belong to you in Heaven's eye, and to nobody else, till death us do part!
It is—hic—never too late—hic to mend!"
They had reached her father's house, and she softly unfastened the door, groping about for a light within.
The circumstances were not altogether unlike those of their entry into the cottage at Cresscombe, such a long time before.
Nor were perhaps Arabella's motives. But Jude did not think of that, though she did.
"I can't find the matches, dear," she said when she had fastened up the door.
"But never mind—this way.
As quiet as you can, please."
"It is as dark as pitch," said Jude.
"Give me your hand, and I'll lead you.
That's it.
Just sit down here, and I'll pull off your boots.
I don't want to wake him."
"Who?"
"Father.
He'd make a row, perhaps."
She pulled off his boots.
"Now," she whispered, "take hold of me—never mind your weight.
Now—first stair, second stair—"
"But—are we out in our old house by Marygreen?" asked the stupefied Jude.
"I haven't been inside it for years till now!
Hey? And where are my books?
That's what I want to know?"
"We are at my house, dear, where there's nobody to spy out how ill you are.
Now—third stair, fourth stair—that's it. Now we shall get on."
VII
Arabella was preparing breakfast in the downstairs back room of this small, recently hired tenement of her father's.
She put her head into the little pork-shop in front, and told Mr. Donn it was ready.
Donn, endeavouring to look like a master pork-butcher, in a greasy blue blouse, and with a strap round his waist from which a steel dangled, came in promptly.
"You must mind the shop this morning," he said casually.
"I've to go and get some inwards and half a pig from Lumsdon, and to call elsewhere.
If you live here you must put your shoulder to the wheel, at least till I get the business started!"
"Well, for to-day I can't say."
She looked deedily into his face.
"I've got a prize upstairs."
"Oh?
What's that?"
"A husband—almost."
"No!"