However, I know myself better now.
A little judicious severity, perhaps…"
"Yes; but you must tighten the reins by degrees only.
Don't be too strenuous at first.
She'll come to any terms in time."
The caution was unnecessary, though Phillotson did not say so.
"I remember what my vicar at Shaston said, when I left after the row that was made about my agreeing to her elopement.
'The only thing you can do to retrieve your position and hers is to admit your error in not restraining her with a wise and strong hand, and to get her back again if she'll come, and be firm in the future.'
But I was so headstrong at that time that I paid no heed.
And that after the divorce she should have thought of doing so I did not dream."
The gate of Mrs. Edlin's cottage clicked, and somebody began crossing in the direction of the school.
Phillotson said "Good-night."
"Oh, is that Mr. Phillotson," said Mrs. Edlin.
"I was going over to see 'ee.
I've been upstairs with her, helping her to unpack her things; and upon my word, sir, I don't think this ought to be!"
"What—the wedding?"
"Yes.
She's forcing herself to it, poor dear little thing; and you've no notion what she's suffering.
I was never much for religion nor against it, but it can't be right to let her do this, and you ought to persuade her out of it.
Of course everybody will say it was very good and forgiving of 'ee to take her to 'ee again.
But for my part I don't."
"It's her wish, and I am willing," said Phillotson with grave reserve, opposition making him illogically tenacious now.
"A great piece of laxity will be rectified."
"I don't believe it.
She's his wife if anybody's.
She's had three children by him, and he loves her dearly; and it's a wicked shame to egg her on to this, poor little quivering thing!
She's got nobody on her side.
The one man who'd be her friend the obstinate creature won't allow to come near her.
What first put her into this mood o' mind, I wonder!"
"I can't tell.
Not I certainly.
It is all voluntary on her part.
Now that's all I have to say."
Phillotson spoke stiffly.
"You've turned round, Mrs. Edlin.
It is unseemly of you!"
"Well. I knowed you'd be affronted at what I had to say; but I don't mind that.
The truth's the truth."
"I'm not affronted, Mrs. Edlin.
You've been too kind a neighbour for that.
But I must be allowed to know what's best for myself and Susanna.
I suppose you won't go to church with us, then?"
"No.
Be hanged if I can… I don't know what the times be coming to!
Matrimony have growed to be that serious in these days that one really do feel afeard to move in it at all.
In my time we took it more careless; and I don't know that we was any the worse for it!
When I and my poor man were jined in it we kept up the junketing all the week, and drunk the parish dry, and had to borrow half a crown to begin housekeeping!"
When Mrs. Edlin had gone back to her cottage Phillotson spoke moodily.
"I don't know whether I ought to do it—at any rate quite so rapidly."
"Why?"