CHAPTER XVIII
Jennie was now going through the agony of one who has a varied and complicated problem to confront.
Her baby, her father, her brothers, and sisters all rose up to confront her.
What was this thing that she was doing?
Was she allowing herself to slip into another wretched, unsanctified relationship?
How was she to explain to her family about this man?
He would not marry her, that was sure, if he knew all about her.
He would not marry her, anyhow, a man of his station and position.
Yet here she was parleying with him.
What ought she to do?
She pondered over the problem until evening, deciding first that it was best to run away, but remembering painfully that she had told him where she lived.
Then she resolved that she would summon up her courage and refuse him—tell him she couldn't, wouldn't have anything to do with him.
This last solution of the difficulty seemed simple enough—in his absence.
And she would find work where he could not follow her up so easily.
It all seemed simple enough as she put on her things in the evening to go home.
Her aggressive lover, however, was not without his own conclusion in this matter.
Since leaving Jennie he had thought concisely and to the point.
He came to the decision that he must act at once.
She might tell her family, she might tell Mrs. Bracebridge, she might leave the city.
He wanted to know more of the conditions which surrounded her, and there was only one way to do that—talk to her.
He must persuade her to come and live with him.
She would, he thought.
She admitted that she liked him.
That soft, yielding note in her character which had originally attracted him seemed to presage that he could win her without much difficulty, if he wished to try.
He decided to do so, anyhow, for truly he desired her greatly.
At half-past five he returned to the Bracebridge home to see if she were still there.
At six he had an opportunity to say to her, unobserved,
"I am going to walk home with you.
Wait for me at the next corner, will you?"
"Yes," she said, a sense of compulsion to do his bidding seizing her.
She explained to herself afterward that she ought to talk to him, that she must tell him finally of her decision not to see him again, and this was as good an opportunity as any.
At half-past six he left the house on a pretext—a forgotten engagement—and a little after seven he was waiting for her in a closed carriage near the appointed spot.
He was calm, absolutely satisfied as to the result, and curiously elated beneath a sturdy, shock-proof exterior. It was as if he breathed some fragrant perfume, soft, grateful, entrancing.
A few minutes after eight he saw Jennie coming along.
The flare of the gas-lamp was not strong, but it gave sufficient light for his eyes to make her out.
A wave of sympathy passed over him, for there was a great appeal in her personality.
He stepped out as she neared the corner and confronted her.
"Come," he said, "and get in this carriage with me.
I'll take you home."
"No," she replied. "I don't think I ought to."
"Come with me.
I'll take you home.
It's a better way to talk."
Once more that sense of dominance on his part, that power of compulsion.
She yielded, feeling all the time that she should not; he called out to the cabman,
"Anywhere for a little while."
When she was seated beside him he began at once.
"Listen to me, Jennie, I want you.
Tell me something about yourself."
"I have to talk to you," she replied, trying to stick to her original line of defense.