Lester noticed the change in Dodge's attitude. "Some time, that's sure," he replied easily.
"I'm living at the Auditorium."
"I was asking after you the other day.
You know Jackson Du Bois?
Of course you do.
We were thinking of running up into Canada for some hunting.
Why don't you join us?"
"I can't," replied Lester.
"Too many things on hand just now.
Later, surely."
Dodge was anxious to continue.
He had seen Lester's election as a director of the C. H. & D. Obviously he was coming back into the world.
But dinner was announced and Lester sat at Mrs. Gerald's right hand.
"Aren't you coming to pay me a dinner call some afternoon after this?" asked Mrs. Gerald confidentially when the conversation was brisk at the other end of the table.
"I am, indeed," he replied, "and shortly.
Seriously, I've been wanting to look you up.
You understand though how things are now?"
"I do.
I've heard a great deal.
That's why I want you to come.
We need to talk together."
Ten days later he did call.
He felt as if he must talk with her; he was feeling bored and lonely; his long home life with Jennie had made hotel life objectionable. He felt as though he must find a sympathetic, intelligent ear, and where better than here?
Letty was all ears for his troubles.
She would have pillowed his solid head upon her breast in a moment if that had been possible.
"Well," he said, when the usual fencing preliminaries were over, "what will you have me say in explanation?"
"Have you burned your bridges behind you?" she asked.
"I'm not so sure," he replied gravely.
"And I can't say that I'm feeling any too joyous about the matter as a whole."
"I thought as much," she replied.
"I knew how it would be with you.
I can see you wading through this mentally, Lester.
I have been watching you, every step of the way, wishing you peace of mind.
These things are always so difficult, but don't you know I am still sure it's for the best.
It never was right the other way.
It never could be.
You couldn't afford to sink back into a mere shell-fish life.
You are not organized temperamentally for that any more than I am.
You may regret what you are doing now, but you would have regretted the other thing quite as much and more.
You couldn't work your life out that way—now, could you?"
"I don't know about that, Letty. Really, I don't.
I've wanted to come and see you for a long time, but I didn't think that I ought to.
The fight was outside—you know what I mean."
"Yes, indeed, I do," she said soothingly.
"It's still inside.
I haven't gotten over it.
I don't know whether this financial business binds me sufficiently or not.
I'll be frank and tell you that I can't say I love her entirely; but I'm sorry, and that's something."
"She's comfortably provided for, of course," she commented rather than inquired.
"Everything she wants.