What do we know?
We live without wings.
Where is the soul?
The soul — where is it?
The originals are there — yes — but where are the souls?”
This thinking aloud caused even Sitanov to laugh derisively, and almost always some one whispered with malicious joy:
“He will get drunk on Saturday.”
Tall, sinewy Sitanov, a youngster of twenty-two years, with a round face without whiskers or eye-brows, gazed sadly and seriously into the corner.
I remember when the copy of the Theodorovski Madonna, which I believe was Kungur, was finished. Jikharev placed the icon on the table and said loudly, excitedly:
“It is finished, Little Mother!
Bright Chalice, Thou! Thou, bottomless cup, in which are shed the bitter tears from the hearts of the world of creatures!”
And throwing an overcoat over his shoulders, he went out to the tavern.
The young men laughed and whistled, the elder ones looked after him with envious sighs, and Sitanov went to his work. Looking at it attentively, he explained:
“Of course he will go and get drunk, because he is sorry to have to hand over his work.
That sort of regret is not given to all.”
Jikharev’s drinking bouts always began on Saturday, and his, you must understand, was not the usual alcoholic fever of the workman. It began thus: In the morning he would write a note and sent Pavl somewhere with it, and before dinner he would say to Larionovich:
“1 am going to the bath today.”
“Will you be long?’
“Well, Lord —”
“Please don’t be gone over Tuesday!”
Jikharev bowed his bald cranium in assent; his brows twitched.
When he returned from the baths, he attired himself fashionably in a false shirt-front and a cravat, attached a long silver chain to his satin waistcoat, and went out without speaking, except to say to Pavl and me:
“Clean up the workshop before the evening; wash the large table and scrape it.”
Then a kind of holiday excitement showed itself in every one of them. They braced themselves up. cleaned themselves, ran to the bath, and had supper in a hurry. After supper Jikharev appeared with light refreshments, beer, and wine, and following him came a woman so exaggerated in every respect that she was almost a monstrosity.
She was six feet five inches in height. All our chairs and stools looked like toys when she was there, and even tall Sitanov looked undersized beside her.
She was well formed, but her bosom rose like a hillock to her chin, and her movements were slow and awkward.
She was about forty years of age, but her mobile face, with its great horse-like eyes, was fresh and smooth, and her small mouth looked as if it had been painted on, like that of a cheap doll.
She smiled, held out her broad hand to every one, and spoke unnecessary words:
“How do you do?
There is a hard frost today.
What a stuffy smell there is here!
It is the smell of paint.
How do you do?”
To look at her, so calm and strong, like a large river at high tide, was pleasant, but her speech had a soporific influence, and was both superfluous and weari — some.
Before she uttered a word, she used to puff, making her almost livid cheeks rounder than ever.
The young ones giggled, and whispered among themselves:
“She is like an engine!”
“Like a steeple!”
Pursing her lips and folding her hands under her bosom, she sat at the cloth-covered table by the samovar, and looked at us all in turn with a kind expres — sion in her horse-like eyes.
Every one treated her with great respect, and the younger ones were even rather afraid of her. The youths looked at that great body with eager eyes, but when they met her all-embracing glance, they lowered their own eyes in confusion.
Jikharev was also respectful to his guest, addressed her as “you,” called her “little comrade,” and pressed hospitality upon her, bowing low the while.
“Now don’t you put yourself out,” she drawled sweetly. “What a fuss you are making of me, really!”
As for herself, she lived without hurry; her arms moved only from the elbow to the wrist, while the elbows themselves were pressed against her sides.
From her came an ardent smell, as of hot bread.
Old Golovev, stammering in his enthusiasm, praised the beauty of the woman, like a deacon chanting the divine praises; She listened, smiling affably, and when he had become involved in his speech, said of herself:
“We were not a bit handsome when we were young; this has all come through living as a woman.
By the time we were thirty, we had become so remarkable that even the nobility interested themselves in us, and one district commander actually promised a carriage with a pair of horses.”
Kapendiukhin, tipsy and dishevelled, looked at her with a glance of hatred, and asked coarsely:
“What did he promise you that for?”
“In return for our love, of course,” explained the guest.