Meaner’n Grampa.”
“Look a the light comin’,” said the preacher. “Silvery-like.
Didn’ John never have no fambly?”
“Well, yes, he did, an’ that’ll show you the kind a fella he is—set in his ways.
Pa tells about it.
Uncle John, he had a young wife.
Married four months.
She was in a family way, too, an’ one night she gets a pain in her stomick, an’ she says,
‘You better go for a doctor.’
Well, John, he’s settin’ there, an’ he says,
‘You just got a stomickache.
You et too much.
Take a dose a pain killer.
You crowd up ya stomick an’ ya get a stomickache,’ he says.
Nex’ noon she’s outa her head, an’ she dies at about four in the afternoon.”
“What was it?” Casy asked. “Poisoned from somepin she et?”
“No, somepin jus’ bust in her.
Ap—appendick or somepin.
Well, Uncle John, he’s always been a easy-goin’ fella, an’ he takes it hard.
Takes it for a sin.
For a long time he won’t have nothin’ to say to nobody. Just walks aroun’ like he don’t see nothin’, an’ he prays some.
Took ’im two years to come out of it, an’ then he ain’t the same.
Sort of wild.
Made a damn nuisance of hisself.
Ever’ time one of us kids got worms or a gutache Uncle John brings a doctor out.
Pa finally tol’ him he got to stop.
Kids all the time gettin’ a gutache.
He figures it’s his fault his woman died.
Funny fella.
He’s all the time makin’ it up to somebody—givin’ kids stuff, droppin’ a sack a meal on somebody’s porch.
Give away about ever’thing he got, an’ still he ain’t very happy.
Gets walkin’ around alone at night sometimes.
He’s a good farmer, though.
Keeps his lan’ nice.”
“Poor fella,” said the preacher. “Poor lonely fella.
Did he go to church much when his woman died?”
“No, he didn’.
Never wanted to get close to folks.
Wanted to be off alone.
I never seen a kid that wasn’t crazy about him.
He’d come to our house in the night sometimes, an’ we knowed he come ’cause jus’ as sure as he come there’d be a pack a gum in the bed right beside ever’ one of us.
We thought he was Jesus Christ Awmighty.”
The preacher walked along, head down. He didn’t answer.
And the light of the coming morning made his forehead seem to shine, and his hands, swinging beside him, flicked into the light and out again.
Tom was silent too, as though he had said too intimate a thing and was ashamed.
He quickened his pace and the preacher kept step.
They could see a little into gray distance ahead now.
A snake wriggled slowly from the cotton rows into the road.
Tom stopped short of it and peered.
“Gopher snake,” he said. “Let him go.”