If from this problem the sum is “We have a little food,” the thing is on its way, the movement has direction.
Only a little multiplication now, and this land, this tractor are ours.
The two men squatting in a ditch, the little fire, the sidemeat stewing in a single pot, the silent, stone-eyed women; behind, the children listening with their souls to words their minds do not understand.
The night draws down.
The baby has a cold.
Here, take this blanket.
It’s wool.
It was my mother’s blanket—take it for the baby.
This is the thing to bomb.
This is the beginning—from “I” to “we.”
If you who own the things people must have could understand this, you might preserve yourself.
If you could separate causes from results, if you could know that Paine, Marx, Jefferson, Lenin, were results, not causes, you might survive.
But that you cannot know.
For the quality of owning freezes you forever into “I,” and cuts you off forever from the “we.”
The Western States are nervous under the beginning change.
Need is the stimulus to concept, concept to action.
A half-million people moving over the country; a million more restive, ready to move; ten million more feeling the first nervousness.
And tractors turning the multiple furrows in the vacant land.
Chapter 15
Along 66 the hamburger stands—Al & Susy’s Place—Carl’s Lunch—Joe & Minnie—Will’s Eats.
Board-and-bat shacks.
Two gasoline pumps in front, a screen door, a long bar, stools, and a foot rail.
Near the door three slot machines, showing through glass the wealth in nickels three bars will bring.
And beside them, the nickel phonograph with records piled up like pies, ready to swing out to the turntable and play dance music,
“Ti-pi-ti-pi-tin,”
“Thanks for the Memory,” Bing Crosby, Benny Goodman.
At one end of the counter a covered case; candy cough drops, caffeine sulphate called Sleepless, No-Doze; candy, cigarettes, razor blades, aspirin, Bromo-Seltzer, Alka-Seltzer.
The walls decorated with posters, bathing girls, blondes with big breasts and slender hips and waxen faces, in white bathing suits, and holding a bottle of Coca-Cola and smiling—see what you get with a Coca-Cola.
Long bar, and salts, peppers, mustard pots, and paper napkins.
Beer taps behind the counter, and in back the coffee urns, shiny and steaming, with glass gauges showing the coffee level.
And pies in wire cages and oranges in pyramids of four.
And little piles of Post Toasties, corn flakes, stacked up in designs.
The signs on cards, picked out with shining mica: Pies Like Mother Used to Make.
Credit Makes Enemies, Let’s Be Friends.
Ladies May Smoke But Be Careful Where You Lay Your Butts.
Eat Here and Keep Your Wife for a Pet. IITYWYBAD?
Down at one end the cooking plates, pots of stew, potatoes, pot roast, roast beef, gray roast pork waiting to be sliced.
Minnie or Susy or Mae, middle-aging behind the counter, hair curled and rouge and powder on a sweating face. Taking orders in a soft low voice, calling them to the cook with a screech like a peacock.
Mopping the counter with circular strokes, polishing the big shining coffee urns.
The cook is Joe or Carl or Al, hot in a white coat and apron, beady sweat on white forehead, below the white cook’s cap; moody, rarely speaking, looking up for a moment at each new entry.
Wiping the griddle, slapping down the hamburger.
He repeats Mae’s orders gently, scrapes the griddle, wipes it down with burlap.
Moody and silent.
Mae is the contact, smiling, irritated, near to outbreak; smiling while her eyes look on past—unless for truck drivers.
There’s the backbone of the joint.
Where the trucks stop, that’s where the customers come.
Can’t fool truck drivers, they know.
They bring the custom.
They know.
Give ’em a stale cup a coffee an’ they’re off the joint.