Rose of Sharon got to her feet and walked to the mattress and lay beside the old woman, and the murmur of their soft voices drifted to the fire.
Rose of Sharon and Granma whispered together on the mattress.
Noah said,
“Funny thing is—losin’ Grampa ain’t made me feel no different than I done before.
I ain’t no sadder than I was.”
“It’s just the same thing,” Casy said. “Grampa an’ the old place, they was jus’ the same thing.”
Al said,
“It’s a goddamn shame.
He been talkin’ what he’s gonna do, how he gonna squeeze grapes over his head an’ let the juice run in his whiskers, an’ all stuff like that.”
Casy said,
“He was foolin’, all the time.
I think he knowed it. An’ Grampa didn’ die tonight.
He died the minute you took ’im off the place.”
“You sure a that?” Pa cried.
“Why, no.
Oh, he was breathin’,” Casy went on, “but he was dead. He was that place, an’ he knowed it.”
Uncle John said,
“Did you know he was a-dyin’?”
“Yeah,” said Casy. “I knowed it.”
John gazed at him, and a horror grew in his face.
“An’ you didn’ tell nobody?”
“What good?” Casy asked.
“We—we might of did somepin.”
“What?”
“I don’ know, but——”
“No,” Casy said, “you couldn’ a done nothin’.
Your way was fixed an’ Grampa didn’ have no part in it.
He didn’ suffer none.
Not after fust thing this mornin’.
He’s jus’ stayin’ with the lan’.
He couldn’ leave it.”
Uncle John sighed deeply.
Wilson said,
“We hadda leave my brother Will.” The heads turned toward him. “Him an’ me had forties side by side.
He’s older’n me.
Neither one ever drove a car.
Well, we went in an’ we sol’ ever’thing. Will, he bought a car, an’ they give him a kid to show ’im how to use it.
So the afternoon ’fore we’re gonna start, Will an’ Aunt Minnie go a-practicin’.
Will, he comes to a bend in the road an’ he yells ‘Whoa’ an’ yanks back, an’ he goes through a fence. An’ he yells ‘Whoa, you bastard’ an’ tromps down on the gas an’ goes over into a gulch.
An’ there he was.
Didn’t have nothin’ more to sell an’ didn’t have no car.
But it were his own damn fault, praise God.
He’s so damn mad he won’t come along with us, jus’ set there a-cussin’ an’ a-cussin’.”
“What’s he gonna do?”
“I dunno.
He’s too mad to figger.
An’ we couldn’ wait. On’y had eighty-five dollars to go on.
We couldn’ set an’ cut it up, but we et it up anyways.
Didn’ go a hunderd mile when a tooth in the rear end bust, an’ cost thirty dollars to get her fix’, an’ then we got to get a tire, an’ then a spark plug cracked, an’ Sairy got sick.
Had ta stop ten days.