Margaret Mitchell Fullscreen GONE BY THE WORLD Volume 2 (1936)

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Don't you see I've got to go to Atlanta and get money for the taxes?

I've got to get some money.

I've got to do it!"

She hammered one small fist into the other.

"Name of God, Mammy, they'll turn us all out into the road and then where'll we go?

Are you going to argue with me about a little matter of Mother's curtains when that trash Emmie Slattery who killed Mother is fixing to move into this house and sleep in the bed Mother slept in?"

Mammy shifted from one foot to another like a restive elephant.

She had a dim feeling that she was being got around.

"No'm, Ah ain' wantin' ter see trash in Miss Ellen's house or us all in de road but--" She fixed Scarlett with a suddenly accusing eye: "Who is you fixin' ter git money frum dat you needs a new dress?"

"That," said Scarlett, taken aback, "is my own business."

Mammy looked at her piercingly, just as she had done when Scarlett was small and had tried unsuccessfully to palm off plausible excuses for misdeeds.

She seemed to be reading her mind and Scarlett dropped her eyes unwillingly, the first feeling of guilt at her intended conduct creeping over her.

"So you needs a spang new pretty dress ter borry money wid.

Dat doan lissen jes' right ter me.

An' you ain' sayin' whar de money ter come frum."

"I'm not saying anything," said Scarlett indignantly.

"It's my own business.

Are you going to give me that curtain and help me make the dress?"

"Yas'm," said Mammy softly, capitulating with a suddenness which aroused all the suspicion in Scarlett's mind.

"Ah gwine he'p you mek it an' Ah specs we mout git a petticoat outer de satin linin' of de po'teers an' trim a pa'r pantalets wid de lace cuttins."

She handed the velvet curtain back to Scarlett and a sly smile spread over her face.

"Miss Melly gwine ter 'Lanta wid you, Miss Scarlett?"

"No," said Scarlett sharply, beginning to realize what was coming.

"I'm going by myself."

"Dat's whut you thinks," said Mammy firmly, "but Ah is gwine wid you an' dat new dress.

Yas, Ma'm, eve'y step of de way."

For an instant Scarlett envisaged her trip to Atlanta and her conversation with Rhett with Mammy glowering chaperonage like a large black Cerberus in the background.

She smiled again and put a hand on Mammy's arm.

"Mammy darling, you're sweet to want to go with me and help me, but how on earth would the folks here get on without you?

You know you just about run Tara."

"Huh!" said Mammy.

"Doan do no good ter sweet talk me, Miss Scarlett.

Ah been knowin' you sence Ah put de fust pa'r of diapers on you.

Ah's said Ah's gwine ter 'Lanta wid you an' gwine Ah is.

Miss Ellen be tuhnin' in her grabe at you gwine up dar by yo'seff wid dat town full up wid Yankees an' free niggers an' sech like."

"But I'll be at Aunt Pittypat's," Scarlett offered frantically.

"Miss Pittypat a fine woman an' she think she see eve'ything but she doan," said Mammy, and turning with the majestic air of having closed the interview, she went into the hall.

The boards trembled as she called: "Prissy, child!

Fly up de stairs an' fotch Miss Scarlett's pattun box frum de attic an' try an' fine de scissors without takin' all night 'bout it."

"This is a fine mess," thought Scarlett dejectedly.

"I'd as soon have a bloodhound after me."

After supper had been cleared away, Scarlett and Mammy spread patterns on the dining-room table while Suellen and Carreen busily ripped satin linings from curtains and Melanie brushed the velvet with a clean hairbrush to remove the dust.

Gerald, Will and Ashley sat about the room smoking, smiling at the feminine tumult.

A feeling of pleasurable excitement which seemed to emanate from Scarlett was on them all, an excitement they could not understand.

There was color in Scarlett's face and a bright hard glitter in her eyes and she laughed a good deal.

Her laughter pleased them all, for it had been months since they had heard her really laugh.

Especially did it please Gerald.

His eyes were less vague than usual as they followed her swishing figure about the room and he patted her approvingly whenever she was within reach.

The girls were as excited as if preparing for a ball and they ripped and cut and basted as if making a ball dress of their own.

Scarlett was going to Atlanta to borrow money or to mortgage Tara if necessary.