On the way home that evening he speculated as to the nature of this business.
He knew he wasn't going to stay there long, even in spite of this gift and promise of salary.
They were grateful, of course; but why shouldn't they be?
He was efficient, he knew that; under him things moved smoothly.
It never occurred to him that he belonged in the realm of clerkdom. Those people were the kind of beings who ought to work for him, and who would.
There was nothing savage in his attitude, no rage against fate, no dark fear of failure.
These two men he worked for were already nothing more than characters in his eyes—their business significated itself.
He could see their weaknesses and their shortcomings as a much older man might have viewed a boy's.
After dinner that evening, before leaving to call on his girl, Marjorie Stafford, he told his father of the gift of five hundred dollars and the promised salary.
"That's splendid," said the older man.
"You're doing better than I thought.
I suppose you'll stay there."
"No, I won't.
I think I'll quit sometime next year."
"Why?"
"Well, it isn't exactly what I want to do.
It's all right, but I'd rather try my hand at brokerage, I think.
That appeals to me."
"Don't you think you are doing them an injustice not to tell them?"
"Not at all.
They need me." All the while surveying himself in a mirror, straightening his tie and adjusting his coat.
"Have you told your mother?"
"No.
I'm going to do it now."
He went out into the dining-room, where his mother was, and slipping his arms around her little body, said:
"What do you think, Mammy?"
"Well, what?" she asked, looking affectionately into his eyes.
"I got five hundred dollars to-night, and I get thirty a week next year.
What do you want for Christmas?"
"You don't say!
Isn't that nice!
Isn't that fine!
They must like you.
You're getting to be quite a man, aren't you?"
"What do you want for Christmas?"
"Nothing.
I don't want anything.
I have my children."
He smiled.
"All right. Then nothing it is."
But she knew he would buy her something.
He went out, pausing at the door to grab playfully at his sister's waist, and saying that he'd be back about midnight, hurried to Marjorie's house, because he had promised to take her to a show.
"Anything you want for Christmas this year, Margy?" he asked, after kissing her in the dimly-lighted hall.
"I got five hundred to-night."
She was an innocent little thing, only fifteen, no guile, no shrewdness.
"Oh, you needn't get me anything."
"Needn't I?" he asked, squeezing her waist and kissing her mouth again.
It was fine to be getting on this way in the world and having such a good time.
Chapter V
The following October, having passed his eighteenth year by nearly six months, and feeling sure that he would never want anything to do with the grain and commission business as conducted by the Waterman Company, Cowperwood decided to sever his relations with them and enter the employ of Tighe & Company, bankers and brokers.