Have you forgotten the river fast rushing, Under the willow-boughs wending its way, Kisses you gave me, dear, burning and crushing, When in your strong arms I tremblingly lay?
P.SS.—You must absolutely attend the soiree next Saturday at the officers’ mess.
I will give you the third quadrille.
You understand.
A long way down on the fourth page lay written—
I have kissed here.
This delightful epistle wafted the familiar perfume of Persian lilac, and drops of that essence had, here and there, left yellow stains behind them on the letter, in which the characters had run apart in different directions.
This stale scent, combined with the tasteless, absurdly sentimental tone throughout this letter from a little, immoral, red-haired woman, excited in Romashov an intolerable feeling of disgust.
With a sort of grim delight he first tore the letter into two parts, laid them carefully together, tore them up again, laid the bits of paper once more together, and tore them again into little bits till his fingers got numb, and then, with clenched teeth and a broad, cynical grin, threw the fragments under his writing-table.
At the same time, according to his old habit, he had time to think of himself in the third person—
“And he burst out into a bitter, contemptuous laugh.”
A moment later he realized that he would have to go that evening to the Nikolaievs’.
“But this is the last time.” After he had tried to deceive himself by these words, he felt for once happy and calm.
“Hainan, my clothes.”
He made his toilet hastily and impatiently, put on his elegant new tunic, and sprinkled a few drops of eau-de-Cologne on a clean handkerchief; but when he was dressed, and ready to go, he was stopped suddenly by Hainan.
“Your Honour,” said the Circassian, in an unusually meek and supplicating tone, as he began to execute a most curious sort of dance before his master.
Whilst he was performing a kind of “march on the spot” he lifted his knees right up, one after the other, rocking his shoulders, nodding his head, and making a series of convulsive movements in the air with his arms and fingers. Hainan was in the habit of giving vent to his excited feelings by curious gestures of that sort.
“What do you want now?”
“Your Honour,” stammered Hainan, “I want to ask you something; please give me the white gentleman.”
“The white gentleman?
What white gentleman?”
“The one you ordered me to throw away—the one standing in that corner.”
Hainan pointed with his fingers to the stove-corner, where a bust of Pushkin was standing on the floor.
This bust, which Romashov had obtained from a wandering pedlar, really did not represent the famous poet, but merely reproduced the forbidding features of an old Jew broker. Badly modelled, so covered with dust and fly dirt as to be unrecognizable, the stone image aroused Romashov’s aversion to such an extent that he had at last made up his mind to order Hainan to throw it into the yard.
“What do you want with it?” asked Romashov, laughing.
“But take it by all means, take it, I am only too pleased.
I don’t want it, only I should like to know what you are going to do with it.”
Hainan smiled and changed from one foot to the other.
“Well, take him, then; I wish you joy of it.
By the way, do you know who it is?”
Hainan smiled in an embarrassed way, and infused still more energy into his caperings.
“No—don’t know.” Hainan rubbed his lips with his coat sleeve.
“So you don’t know. Well, listen.
This is Pushkin—Alexander Sergievich Pushkin.
Did you understand me?
Now repeat—‘Alexander Sergievich——’”
“Besiaev,” repeated Hainan in a determined tone.
“Besiaev?
Well, call him Besiaev if you like.
Now I am off.
Should any message come from Mr. and Mrs. Peterson, say I’m not at home, and you don’t know where I have gone.
Do you understand?
But if any one wants me in the way of business connected with the regiment, run down at once for me at Lieutenant Nikolaiev’s.
You may fetch my supper from the mess and eat it yourself. Good-bye, old fellow.”
Romashov gave his servant a friendly smack on his shoulder, which was answered by a broad, happy, familiar smile.
IV
WHEN Romashov reached the yard it was quite dark. He stumbled like a blind man into the street, his huge goloshes sank deep into the thick, stiff mud, and every step he took was accompanied by a smacking noise.
Now and again one golosh stuck so fast in the mud of the road that it remained there, and he had all the difficulty in the world, whilst balancing himself wildly on his other foot, to recover his treasure. The little town seemed to him to be absolutely dead.
Not a sound was heard, even the dogs were silent.
Here and there a gleam of light streamed from the small, low-pitched, white house, against which the window-sills sharply depicted their shapes in the yellowish-brown mire.