I understand the trade.
There are millions to be made in it.
Nobody has thought of the scheme as yet.
You see, there will be no waste, no damage in transit, as there always is with wheat and flour.
Hey! hey! and starch too; there are millions to be made in the starch trade!
You will not be telling a lie.
Millions, tell them; and even if they really come because they covet the money, I would rather let them deceive me; and I shall see them in any case.
I want my children!
I gave them life; they are mine, mine!” and he sat upright. The head thus raised, with its scanty white hair, seemed to Eugene like a threat; every line that could still speak spoke of menace.
“There, there, dear father,” said Eugene, “lie down again; I will write to them at once.
As soon as Bianchon comes back I will go for them myself, if they do not come before.”
“If they do not come?” repeated the old man, sobbing.
“Why, I shall be dead before then; I shall die in a fit of rage, of rage!
Anger is getting the better of me.
I can see my whole life at this minute.
I have been cheated!
They do not love me — they have never loved me all their lives!
It is all clear to me.
They have not come, and they will not come.
The longer they put off their coming, the less they are likely to give me this joy.
I know them.
They have never cared to guess my disappointments, my sorrows, my wants; they never cared to know my life; they will have no presentiment of my death; they do not even know the secret of my tenderness for them.
Yes, I see it all now. I have laid my heart open so often, that they take everything I do for them as a matter of course.
They might have asked me for the very eyes out of my head and I would have bidden them to pluck them out.
They think that all fathers are like theirs.
You should always make your value felt.
Their own children will avenge me.
Why, for their own sakes they should come to me!
Make them understand that they are laying up retribution for their own deathbeds.
All crimes are summed up in this one. . . .
Go to them; just tell them that if they stay away it will be parricide!
There is enough laid to their charge already without adding that to the list.
Cry aloud as I do now,
‘Nasie!
Delphine! here!
Come to your father; the father who has been so kind to you is lying ill!’— Not a sound; no one comes!
Then am I do die like a dog?
This is to be my reward — I am forsaken at the last.
They are wicked, heartless women; curses on them, I loathe them. I shall rise at night from my grave to curse them again; for, after all, my friends, have I done wrong?
They are behaving very badly to me, eh? . . .
What am I saying?
Did you not tell me just now that Delphine is in the room?
She is more tender-hearted than her sister. . . .
Eugene, you are my son, you know.
You will love her; be a father to her!
Her sister is very unhappy.
And there are their fortunes!
Ah, God!
I am dying, this anguish is almost more than I can bear!
Cut off my head; leave me nothing but my heart.”