Ernest Hemingway Fullscreen Farewell, weapons (1929)

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I have.

And if you ever become devout pray for me if I am dead.

I am asking several of my friends to do that.

I had expected to become devout myself but it has not come."

I thought he smiled sadly but I could not tell.

He was so old and his face was very wrinkled, so that a smile used so many lines that all gradations were lost.

"I might become very devout," I said. "Anyway, I will pray for you."

"I had always expected to become devout.

All my family died very devout.

But somehow it does not come."

"It's too early."

"Maybe it is too late.

Perhaps I have outlived my religious feeling."

"My own comes only at night."

"Then too you are in love.

Do not forget that is a religious feeling."

"You believe so?"

"Of course." He took a step toward the table. "You were very kind to play."

"It was a great pleasure."

"We will walk up stairs together."

36

That night there was a storm and I woke to hear the rain lashing the window-panes.

It was coming in the open window.

Some one had knocked on the door.

I went to the door very softly, not to disturb Catherine, and opened it.

The barman stood there.

He wore his overcoat and carried his wet hat.

"Can I speak to you, Tenente?"

"What's the matter?"

"It's a very serious matter."

I looked around.

The room was dark.

I saw the water on the floor from the window. "Come in," I said.

I took him by the arm into the bathroom; locked the door and put on the light.

I sat down on the edge of the bathtub.

"What's the matter, Emilio?

Are you in trouble?"

"No.

You are, Tenente."

"Yes?"

"They are going to arrest you in the morning."

"Yes?"

"I came to tell you.

I was out in the town and I heard them talking in a cafй."

"I see."

He stood there, his coat wet, holding his wet hat and said nothing.

"Why are they going to arrest me?"

"For something about the war."

"Do you know what?"

"No.