They note enviously, in detail, my hat, my closely-fitting gown, my little baize jacket, and my umbrella rolled in its green silk cover.
My costume—that of a lady—astonishes them, and especially, I think, my coquettish and smart way of wearing it.
They nudge each other with their elbows, make enormous eyes, and open their mouths immoderately, to show each other my luxury and my style.
And I go tripping along, nimbly and lightly, with my pointed shoes, and boldly lifting up my dress, which makes a sound of rustling silk against the skirts beneath. What can you expect?
For my part, I am glad to be admired.
As they pass by me, I hear them say to each other, in a whisper:
"That is the new chambermaid at the Priory."
One of them, short, fat, red-faced, asthmatic, and who seems to have great difficulty in carrying an immense paunch on legs widely spread apart, undoubtedly to the better steady it, approaches me with a smile, a thick, glutinous smile on her gluttonous lips:
"You are the new chambermaid at the Priory?
Your name is Celestine?
You arrived from Paris four days ago?"
She knows everything already.
She is familiar with everything, and with me.
And there is nothing about this paunchy body, about this walking goatskin, that so amuses me as the musketeer hat,—a large, black, felt hat, whose plumes sway in the breeze.
She continues: "My name is Rose, Mam'zelle Rose; I am at M. Mauger's, the next place to yours; he is a former captain.
Perhaps you have already seen him?"
"No, Mademoiselle."
"You might have seen him over the hedge that separates the two estates.
He is always working in the garden.
He is still a fine man, you know."
We walk more slowly, for Mam'zelle Rose is almost stifling.
She wheezes like a foundered mare. With every breath her chest expands and contracts, then to expand again.
She says, chopping her words:
"I have one of my attacks. Oh! how people suffer these days! It is incredible."
Then, between wheezes and hiccoughs, she encourages me:
"You must come and see me, my little one. If you need anything, good advice, no matter what, do not hesitate. I am fond of young people. We will drink a little glass of peach brandy as we talk. Many of these young women come to our house."
She stops a moment, takes breath, and then, in a lower voice and a confidential tone, continues:
"And, say, Mademoiselle Celestine, if you wish to have your letters addressed in our care, it would be more prudent.
A bit of good advice that I give you.
Madame Lanlaire reads the letters, all the letters. Once she came very near being sentenced for it by the justice of the peace.
I repeat, do not hesitate."
I thank her, and we continue to walk.
Although her body pitches and rolls like an old vessel in a heavy sea, Mademoiselle Rose seems now to breathe more easily. And we go on, gossiping:
"Oh! it will be a change for you here, surely. In the first place, my little one, at the Priory they never keep a chambermaid for any length of time. That is a settled matter. When Madame does not discharge them, Monsieur gets them into trouble.
A terrible man, Monsieur Lanlaire.
The pretty, the ugly, the young, the old,—all are alike to him.
Oh! the house is well known. And everybody will tell you what I tell you.
You are ill-fed there; you have no liberty; you are crushed with work. And chiding and scolding all the time. A real hell!
One needs only to see you, pretty and well brought up as you are, to know, beyond a doubt, that you are not made to stay with such curmudgeons."
All that the haberdasher told me, Mademoiselle Rose tells me again, with more disagreeable variations.
So violent is this woman's passion for chattering that she finally forgets her suffering.
Her malice gets the better of her asthma. And the scandal of the house goes its course, mingled with the private affairs of the neighborhood.
Although already I know them all, Rose's stories are so black, and her words are so discouraging, that again I am thoroughly saddened.
I ask myself if I had not better go away at once. Why try an experiment in which I am conquered in advance?
Other women have overtaken us, curious, nosy, accompanying with an energetic "For sure" each of the revelations of Rose, who, less and less winded, continues to jabber:
"M. Mauger is a very good man, and all alone, my little one. As much as to say that I am the mistress. Why! a former captain; it is natural, isn't it?
He is no manager; he knows nothing of household affairs; he likes to be taken care of and coddled, have his linen well kept, his caprices respected, nice dishes prepared for him. If he had not beside him a person in whom he had confidence, he would be plundered right and left. My God, there is no lack of thieves here!"
The intonation of her spasmodic utterances, and her winks, clearly revealed to me her exact situation in Captain Mauger's house.
"Why, you know, a man all alone, and who still has ideas.
And besides, there is work to do all the same.