Oh! heavens!"
"Yes, since that famous morning."
"Don't talk of that, Celestine; you have too bad ideas."
And he sadly wagged his head.
"Come, Joseph, you know that I do that for fun.
Would I love you, if you had committed such a crime? My little Joseph...."
"Yes, yes. You are trying to wheedle me. It is not well."
"And when are we to start?
I cannot live here any longer."
"Not directly. We must wait awhile." "But why?" "Because ... that cannot be done at once."
A little piqued, I said in a tone of slight anger:
"It is not nice of you.
You evidently are in no hurry for me."
"I?" cried Joseph, with ardent grimaces. "Why, I am crazy over you."
"Well, then, let us start."
But he was obstinate, refusing to explain further.
"No, no; that cannot be done yet."
Very naturally I reflected:
"He is right, after all.
If he has stolen the silver service, he cannot go away now, or set up in business. Perhaps it would awaken suspicion.
Some time must be allowed to pass, so that this mysterious affair may be forgotten."
Another evening I proposed:
"Listen, my little Joseph; I know a way of leaving here.
We could get up a quarrel with Madame, and force her to discharge us both."
But he protested sharply.
"No, no," he exclaimed. "None of that, Celestine.
No, indeed! For my part, I love my masters. They are good masters. We must part with them on good terms.
We must go away from here like worthy people, like serious people.
The masters must be sorry to have us leave; they must weep to see us go."
With a sad gravity, in which I perceived no trace of irony, he declared:
"I, you know, shall be greatly grieved at leaving here.
I have been here for fifteen years.
One gets attached to a house in that time. And you, Celestine, will it give you no pain?"
"Oh! no," I shouted, laughing.
"It is not well; it is not well. One should love one's masters. Masters are masters. And let me give you some advice. Be very nice, very gentle, very devoted; do your work well; don't talk back. In short, Celestine, we must leave on good terms with them,—with Madame, especially."
I followed Joseph's advice, and, during the months that we had to remain at the Priory, I promised myself that I would be a model chambermaid,—that I would be a pearl, too. I lavished upon them all my intelligence, all my willingness, all my delicacy.
Madame became human with me; little by little, she became really my friend.
I do not think it was my care alone that brought about this change in Madame's character.
Madame's pride, and even her reasons for living, had received a blow.
As after some great sorrow, after the overwhelming loss of some cherished darling, she no longer struggled, but gently and plaintively abandoned herself to the dejection of her conquered nerves and her humiliated pride, seeming to seek from those about her only consolation, pity, and confidence.
The hell of the Priory was transformed for everybody into a real paradise.
It was in the height of this family peace, of this domestic calm, that I announced one morning to Madame that I was under the necessity of leaving her. I invented a romantic story; I was to return to my native province, there to marry a worthy fellow who had long been waiting for me.
In words of tenderness I expressed my pain, my regrets, my appreciation of Madame's kindness, etc. Madame was overwhelmed.
She tried to keep me by appealing to my sentiments and to my interest. She offered to increase my wages, and to give me a fine room on the second floor.
But, finding me determined, she had to be resigned.
"I have become so accustomed to you now," she sighed.
"Ah! I have no luck."
But it was much worse when, a week later, Joseph came, in his turn, to explain that, being too old and tired, he could no longer continue his service, and must seek the rest that he needed.
"You, Joseph?" cried Madame. "You, too? It is not possible. A curse must have fallen on the Priory.
Everybody abandons me; everything abandons me."