We only know whereabouts the place is, we don't know the place itself.
And have you pointed the place out to anyone else yet?"
Shatov looked at him.
"You, you, a chit of a boy like you, a silly boy like you, you too have got caught in that net like a sheep?
Yes, that's just the young blood they want!
Well, go along.
E-ech! that scoundrel's taken you all in and run away."
Erkel looked at him serenely and calmly but did not seem to understand.
"Verhovensky, Verhovensky has run away!" Shatov growled fiercely.
"But he is still here, he is not gone away.
He is not going till to-morrow," Erkel observed softly and persuasively.
"I particularly begged him to be present as a witness; my instructions all referred to him (he explained frankly like a young and inexperienced boy).
But I regret to say he did not agree on the ground of his departure, and he really is in a hurry."
Shatov glanced compassionately at the simple youth again, but suddenly gave a gesture of despair as though he thought "they are not worth pitying."
"All right, I'll come," he cut him short. "And now get away, be off."
"So I'll come for you at six o'clock punctually." Erkel made a courteous bow and walked deliberately downstairs.
"Little fool!" Shatov could not help shouting after him from the top.
"What is it?" responded the lad from the bottom.
"Nothing, you can go."
"I thought you said something."
II
Erkel was a "little fool" who was only lacking in the higher form of reason, the ruling power of the intellect; but of the lesser, the subordinate reasoning faculties, he had plenty—even to the point of cunning.
Fanatically, childishly devoted to "the cause" or rather in reality to Pyotr Verhovensky, he acted on the instructions given to him when at the meeting of the quintet they had agreed and had distributed the various duties for the next day.
When Pyotr Stepanovitch gave him the job of messenger, he succeeded in talking to him aside for ten minutes.
A craving for active service was characteristic of this shallow, unreflecting nature, which was forever yearning to follow the lead of another man's will, of course for the good of "the common" or "the great" cause.
Not that that made any difference, for little fanatics like Erkel can never imagine serving a cause except by identifying it with the person who, to their minds, is the expression of it.
The sensitive, affectionate and kind-hearted Erkel was perhaps the most callous of Shatov's would-be murderers, and, though he had no personal spite against him, he would have been present at his murder without the quiver of an eyelid.
He had been instructed; for instance, to have a good look at Shatov's surroundings while carrying out his commission, and when Shatov, receiving him at the top of the stairs, blurted out to him, probably unaware in the heat of the moment, that his wife had come back to him—Erkel had the instinctive cunning to avoid displaying the slightest curiosity, though the idea flashed through his mind that the fact of his wife's return was of great importance for the success of their undertaking.
And so it was in reality; it was only that fact that saved the "scoundrels" from Shatov's carrying out his intention, and at the same time helped them "to get rid of him." To begin with, it agitated Shatov, threw him out of his regular routine, and deprived him of his usual clear-sightedness and caution.
Any idea of his own danger would be the last thing to enter his head at this moment when he was absorbed with such different considerations.
On the contrary, he eagerly believed that Pyotr Verhovensky was running away the next day: it fell in exactly with his suspicions!
Returning to the room he sat down again in a corner, leaned his elbows on his knees and hid his face in his hands.
Bitter thoughts tormented him....
Then he would raise his head again and go on tiptoe to look at her.
"Good God! she will be in a fever by to-morrow morning; perhaps it's begun already!
She must have caught cold.
She is not accustomed to this awful climate, and then a third-class carriage, the storm, the rain, and she has such a thin little pelisse, no wrap at all.... And to leave her like this, to abandon her in her helplessness!
Her bag, too, her bag—what a tiny, light thing, all crumpled up, scarcely weighs ten pounds!
Poor thing, how worn out she is, how much she's been through!
She is proud, that's why she won't complain.
But she is irritable, very irritable.
It's illness; an angel will grow irritable in illness.
What a dry forehead, it must be hot—how dark she is under the eyes, and... and yet how beautiful the oval of her face is and her rich hair, how..."
And he made haste to turn away his eyes, to walk away as though he were frightened at the very idea of seeing in her anything but an unhappy, exhausted fellow-creature who needed help—"how could he think of hopes, oh, how mean, how base is man!"
And he would go back to his corner, sit down, hide his face in his hands and again sink into dreams and reminiscences... and again he was haunted by hopes.
"Oh, I am tired, I am tired," he remembered her exclamations, her weak broken voice.
"Good God!
Abandon her now, and she has only eighty kopecks; she held out her purse, a tiny old thing!
She's come to look for a job. What does she know about jobs? What do they know about Russia?
Why, they are like naughty children, they've nothing but their own fancies made up by themselves, and she is angry, poor thing, that Russia is not like their foreign dreams!