But either from an exaggerated passion for the romantic or from the frequently blighted hopes of her youth, she felt suddenly, at the change of her fortunes, that she had become one of the specially elect, almost God's anointed, "over whom there gleamed a burning tongue of fire," and this tongue of flame was the root of the mischief, for, after all, it is not like a chignon, which will fit any woman's head.
But there is nothing of which it is more difficult to convince a woman than of this; on the contrary, anyone who cares to encourage the delusion in her will always be sure to meet with success. And people vied with one another in encouraging the delusion in Yulia Mihailovna.
The poor woman became at once the sport of conflicting influences, while fully persuaded of her own originality.
Many clever people feathered their nests and took advantage of her simplicity during the brief period of her rule in the province.
And what a jumble there was under this assumption of independence!
She was fascinated at the same time by the aristocratic element and the system of big landed properties and the increase of the governor's power, and the democratic element, and the new reforms and discipline, and free-thinking and stray Socialistic notions, and the correct tone of the aristocratic salon and the free-and-easy, almost pot-house, manners of the young people that surrounded her.
She dreamed of "giving happiness" and reconciling the irreconcilable, or, rather, of uniting all and everything in the adoration of her own person.
She had favourites too; she was particularly fond of Pyotr Stepanovitch, who had recourse at times to the grossest flattery in dealing with her.
But she was attracted by him for another reason, an amazing one, and most characteristic of the poor lady: she was always hoping that he would reveal to her a regular conspiracy against the government.
Difficult as it is to imagine such a thing, it really was the case.
She fancied for some reason that there must be a nihilist plot concealed in the province.
By his silence at one time and his hints at another Pyotr Stepanovitch did much to strengthen this strange idea in her.
She imagined that he was in communication with every revolutionary element in Russia but at the same time passionately devoted to her.
To discover the plot, to receive the gratitude of the government, to enter on a brilliant career, to influence the young "by kindness," and to restrain them from extremes—all these dreams existed side by side in her fantastic brain.
She had saved Pyotr Stepanovitch, she had conquered him (of this she was for some reason firmly convinced); she would save others.
None, none of them should perish, she should save them all; she would pick them out; she would send in the right report of them; she would act in the interests of the loftiest justice, and perhaps posterity and Russian liberalism would bless her name; yet the conspiracy would be discovered.
Every advantage at once.
Still it was essential that Andrey Antonovitch should be in rather better spirits before the festival.
He must be cheered up and reassured.
For this purpose she sent Pyotr Stepanovitch to him in the hope that he would relieve his depression by some means of consolation best known to himself, perhaps by giving him some information, so to speak, first hand.
She put implicit faith in his dexterity.
It was some time since Pyotr Stepanovitch had been in Mr. von Lembke's study.
He popped in on him just when the sufferer was in a most stubborn mood.
II
A combination of circumstances had arisen which Mr. von Lembke was quite unable to deal with.
In the very district where Pyotr Stepanovitch had been having a festive time a sub-lieutenant had been called up to be censured by his immediate superior, and the reproof was given in the presence of the whole company.
The sub-lieutenant was a young man fresh from Petersburg, always silent and morose, of dignified appearance though small, stout, and rosy-cheeked.
He resented the reprimand and suddenly, with a startling shriek that astonished the whole company, he charged at his superior officer with his head bent down like a wild beast's, struck him, and bit him on the shoulder with all his might; they had difficulty in getting him off.
There was no doubt that he had gone out of his mind; anyway, it became known that of late he had been observed performing incredibly strange actions.
He had, for instance, flung two ikons belonging to his landlady out of his lodgings and smashed up one of them with an axe; in his own room he had, on three stands resembling lecterns, laid out the works of Vogt, Moleschott, and Buchner, and before each lectern he used to burn a church wax-candle.
From the number of books found in his rooms it could be gathered that he was a well-read man.
If he had had fifty thousand francs he would perhaps have sailed to the island of Marquisas like the "cadet" to whom Herzen alludes with such sprightly humour in one of his writings.
When he was seized, whole bundles of the most desperate manifestoes were found in his pockets and his lodgings.
Manifestoes are a trivial matter too, and to my thinking not worth troubling about.
We have seen plenty of them.
Besides, they were not new manifestoes; they were, it was said later, just the same as had been circulated in the X province, and Liputin, who had travelled in that district and the neighbouring province six weeks previously, declared that he had seen exactly the same leaflets there then.
But what struck Andrey Antonovitch most was that the overseer of Shpigulin's factory had brought the police just at the same time two or three packets of exactly the same leaflets as had been found on the lieutenant.
The bundles, which had been dropped in the factory in the night, had not been opened, and none of the factory-hands had had time to read one of them.
The incident was a trivial one, but it set Andrey Antonovitch pondering deeply.
The position presented itself to him in an unpleasantly complicated light.
In this factory the famous "Shpigulin scandal" was just then brewing, which made so much talk among us and got into the Petersburg and Moscow papers with all sorts of variations.
Three weeks previously one of the hands had fallen ill and died of Asiatic cholera; then several others were stricken down.
The whole town was in a panic, for the cholera was coming nearer and nearer and had reached the neighbouring province.
I may observe that satisfactory sanitary measures had been, so far as possible, taken to meet the unexpected guest.
But the factory belonging to the Shpigulins, who were millionaires and well-connected people, had somehow been overlooked.
And there was a sudden outcry from every one that this factory was the hot-bed of infection, that the factory itself, and especially the quarters inhabited by the workpeople, were so inveterately filthy that even if cholera had not been in the neighbourhood there might well have been an outbreak there.
Steps were immediately taken, of course, and Andrey Antonovitch vigorously insisted on their being carried out without delay within three weeks.
The factory was cleansed, but the Shpigulins, for some unknown reason, closed it.
One of the Shpigulin brothers always lived in Petersburg and the other went away to Moscow when the order was given for cleansing the factory.
The overseer proceeded to pay off the workpeople and, as it appeared, cheated them shamelessly.