He shrank back from her.
"I can't! I can't! I tell you. I haven't - God help me - I haven't the courage..."
9
Dr. Gerard walked into the office of Messrs. Castle the tourist agents, and found Sarah King at the counter.
She looked up.
"Oh, good morning.
I'm fixing up my tour to Petra.
I've just heard you are going after all."
"Yes, I find I can just manage it."
"How nice."
"Shall we be a large party, I wonder?"
"They say just two other women - and you and me.
One car load."
"That will be delightful," said Gerard with a little bow. Then he, in turn, attended to his business.
Presently, holding his mail in his hands, he joined Sarah as she stepped out of the office.
It was a crisp sunny day, with a slight cold tang in the air.
"What news of our friends, the Boyntons?" asked Dr. Gerard. "I have been to Bethlehem and Nazareth and other places - a tour of three days."
Slowly and rather unwillingly, Sarah narrated her abortive efforts to establish contact.
"Anyhow I failed," she finished. "And they're leaving today."
"Where are they going?"
"I've no idea." She went on vexedly: "I feel, you know, that I've made rather a fool of myself."
"In what way?"
"Interfering in other people's business."
Gerard shrugged his shoulders.
"That is a matter of opinion."
"You mean whether one should interfere or not?"
"Yes."
"Do you?"
The Frenchman looked amused.
"You mean, is it my habit to concern myself with other people's affairs?
I will say to you frankly - no."
"Then you think I'm wrong to have tried butting in?"
"No, no, you misunderstand me." Gerard spoke quickly and energetically. "It is, I think, a moot question.
Should one, if one sees a wrong being done, attempt to put it right?
One's interference may do good - but it may also do incalculable harm!
It is impossible to lay down any ruling on the subject.
Some people have a genius for interference - they do it well! Some people do it clumsily and had therefore better leave it alone!
Then there is, too, the question of age.
Young people have the courage of their ideals and convictions, their values are more theoretical than practical.
They have not experienced, as yet, that fact contradicts theory!
If you have a belief in yourself and in the rightness of what you are doing, you can often accomplish things that are well worthwhile! (Incidentally you often do a good deal of harm!) On the other hand, the middle-aged person has experience, he has found that harm as well as, and perhaps more often than, good comes of trying to interfere and so, very wisely, he refrains!
So the result is even - the earnest young do both harm and good - the prudent middle-aged do neither!"
"All that isn't very helpful," objected Sarah.
"Can one person ever be helpful to another?
It is your problem not mine."
"You mean you are not going to do anything about the Boyntons?"
"No. For me, there would be no chance of success."
"Then there isn't for me either?"
"For you, there might be."
"Why?"