The key ground in the lock.
The door flew open.
Outside stood the giant in uniform and a civilian.
The civilian called Rubashov by name and reeled off a text from a document.
While they twisted his arms behind his back and put on the handcuffs, he heard No. 402 hastily tapping:
I ENVY YOU. I ENVY YOU. FAREWELL.
In the corridor outside, the drumming had started again. It accompanied them till they reached the barber’s room.
Rubashov knew that from behind each iron door an eye was looking at him through the spy-hole, but he turned his head neither to the left nor to the right.
The handcuffs grazed his wrists; the giant had screwed them too tightly and had strained his arms while twisting them behind his back; they were hurting.
The cellar steps came in sight. Rubashov slowed down his pace.
The civilian stopped at the top of the steps. He was small and had slightly protuberant eyes. He asked:
“Have you another wish?”
“None,” said Rubashov, and started to climb down the cellar steps.
The civilian remained standing above and looked down at him with his protuberant eyes.
The stairs were narrow and badly lit.
Rubashov had to be careful not to stumble, as he could not hold on to the stair rail.
The drumming had ceased.
He heard the man in uniform descending three steps behind him.
The stairs turned in a spiral.
Rubashov bent forward to see better; his pince-nez detached itself from his face and fell to the ground two steps below him; splintering, it rebounded lower down and remained lying on the bottom step.
Rubashov stopped a second, hesitatingly; then he felt his way down the rest of the steps.
He heard the man behind him bend down and put the broken pince-nez in his pocket, but did not turn his head.
He was now nearly blind, but he had solid ground under his feet again.
A long corridor received him; its walls were blurred and he could not see the end of it.
The man in uniform kept always three steps behind him.
Rubashov felt his gaze in the back of his neck, but did not turn his head.
Cautiously he put one foot before the other.
It seemed to him that they had been walking along this corridor for several minutes already.
Still nothing happened.
Probably he would hear when the man in uniform took the revolver out of its case.
So until then there was time, he was still in safety.
Or did the man behind him proceed like the dentist, who hid his instruments in his sleeve while bending over his patient?
Rubashov tried to think of something else, but had to concentrate his whole attention to prevent himself from turning his head.
Strange that his toothache had ceased in the minute when that blessed silence had closed round him, during the trial.
Perhaps the abscess had opened just in that minute.
What had he said to them?
“I bow my knees before the country, before the masses, before the whole people. ...”
And what then?
What happened to these masses, to this people?
For forty years it had been driven through the desert, with threats and promises, with imaginary terrors and imaginary rewards.
But where was the Promised Land?
Did there really exist any such goal for this wandering mankind?
That was a question to which he would have liked an answer before it was too late.
Moses had not been allowed to enter the land of promise either.
But he had been allowed to see it, from the top of the mountain, spread at his feet.
Thus, it was easy to die, with the visible certainty of one’s goal before one’s eyes.
He, Nicolas Salmanovitch Rubashov, had not been taken to the top of a mountain; and wherever his eye looked, he saw nothing but desert and the darkness of night.
A dull blow struck the back of his head.
He had long expected it and yet it took him unawares.
He felt, wondering, his knees give way and his body whirl round in a half-turn.