Had not history always been an inhumane, unscrupulous builder, mixing its mortar of lies, blood and mud?
Die in silence—fade into darkness—that was easily said. ...
Rubashov stopped suddenly on the third black tile from the window; he had caught himself repeating the words “die in silence” aloud several times, in an ironically disapproving tone, as if to emphasize their full absurdity. ...
And only now did he become aware that his decision to refuse Ivanov’s offer was not half as unshakable as he had believed.
Now it seemed to him even questionable, whether he had ever seriously intended to reject the offer and to walk off the stage without a word.
5
The improvement in Rubashov’s standard of life went on.
On the morning of the eleventh day he was taken for the first time into the yard for exercise.
The old jailor fetched him shortly after breakfast, accompanied by the same guard as had escorted the expedition to the barber.
The warder informed Rubashov that from to-day onwards he was allowed daily twenty minutes’ exercise in the courtyard.
Rubashov was attached to the “first round”, which started after breakfast.
Then the warder reeled off the regulations: conversation during the walk with one’s neighbour, or any other prisoner, was prohibited; so was making signs to each other, exchanging written messages or stepping out of the line; any disregard of the regulations would be punished by immediate withdrawal of the privilege of exercise; serious infractions of discipline with up to four weeks’ imprisonment in a darkened cell.
Then the warder slammed Rubashov’s cell from outside, and the three of them started on their way.
After a few steps the warder stopped and opened the door of No. 406.
Rubashov, who had remained next to the uniformed guard at some distance from the door, saw inside the cell the legs of Rip Van Winkle, who was lying on his bunk.
He wore black, buttoned boots and check trousers, frayed at the bottom, but still giving a painfully well-brushed effect.
The warder once more reeled off his regulations; the checked trouser legs slid rather falteringly off the bunk and a little old man appeared in the doorway, blinking.
His face was covered with grey stubble; with his impressive trousers he wore a black waistcoat with a metal watch-chain and a black cloth coat.
He stood in the doorway, examining Rubashov with earnest curiosity; then he gave him a short, friendly nod, and the four of them moved on.
Rubashov had expected to find a person who was mentally. deranged; now he changed his opinion.
In spite of a nervous twitching of his eyebrow, caused probably by years of confinement in a darkened cell, Rip Van Winkle’s eyes were clear and of a childlike friendliness.
He walked rather laboriously, but with short, decided steps, and threw Rubashov a friendly look from time to time.
Going down the stairs, the little old man stumbled suddenly and would have fallen, had not the guard caught his arm in time.
Rip Van Winkle murmured a few words, in too low a voice for Rubashov to hear, but which evidently expressed his polite thanks; the guard grinned stupidly.
Then, through an open gate, they entered the yard, where the other prisoners were already arranged in pairs. From the middle of the yard, where the guards stood, two short whistles sounded and the round started.
The sky was clear, of a curiously pale blue, the air was filled with the crystalline tang of the snow. Rubashov had forgotten to bring his blanket and shivered.
Rip Van Winkle had hung round his shoulders a grey, worn-out cover, which the warder had handed him on entering the yard.
He walked in silence beside Rubashov, with small firm steps, blinking up occasionally at the pale blue over their heads; the grey blanket fell to his knees, enclosing him like a bell.
Rubashov worked out which of the windows belonged to his cell; it was dark and dirty, like all the others; one could see nothing behind it.
He kept his eyes for a time on No. 402’s window, but there too one could only see the blind, barred window-pane.
No. 402 was not allowed out for exercise; neither was he taken to the barber’s or to be examined; Rubashov had never heard him being let out of his cell.
They walked in silence in slow circles round the yard.
Between the grey stubble, Rip Van Winkle’s lips moved hardly perceptibly; he was murmuring something to himself which Rubashov did not understand at first; then he noticed that the old man was humming the tune of
“Arise, ye wretched of the earth”.
Mad he was not, but in the seven thousand days and nights of imprisonment he had apparently become somewhat peculiar.
Rubashov observed him sideways and tried to imagine what it meant to be cut off from the world for two decades.
Twenty years ago motor-cars had been rare and oddly shaped; there was no wireless, and the names of the political leaders of to-day were unknown.
Nobody foresaw the new mass movements, the great political landslides, nor the twisted roads, the bewildering stages which the Revolutionary State was to go through; at that time one believed that the gates of Utopia stood open, and that mankind stood on its threshold. ...
Rubashov found that by no stretch of his imagination could he picture his neighbour’s state of mind, in spite of all his practice in the art of “thinking through others’ minds”.
He could do it without much effort as far as Ivanov was concerned, or No. 1, or even the officer with the monocle; but with Rip Van Winkle he failed.
He looked at him sideways; the old man had just turned his head towards him; he was smiling; holding the blanket round his shoulders with both hands, he was walking beside him with his short steps, humming almost inaudibly the tune of “Arise, ye wretched of the earth”.
When they had been conducted back into the building, at his cell-door, the old man turned round once again and nodded to Rubashov; his eyes blinked with a suddenly changed expression, terrified and hopeless; Rubashov thought he was going to call out to him, but the warder had already slammed the door of 406.
When Rubashov was shut into his cell, he went at once to the wall; but Rip Van Winkle was silent and gave no answer to his tapping.
No. 402, on the other hand, who had looked at them from his window, wanted to be told everything about the walk, down to the smallest detail.
Rubashov had to inform him how the air had smelled, whether it had been cold or just cool, whether he had met any other prisoners in the corridor, and whether he had, after all, been able to exchange a few words with Rip Van Winkle.
Rubashov patiently answered every question; compared with No. 402, who was never allowed out, he felt a privileged person; he was sorry for him and had almost a feeling of guilt.
The next day and the day after, Rubashov was fetched for his walk at the same hour after breakfast. Rip Van Winkle was always his companion in the round about.
They circled slowly side by side, each with a blanket over his shoulders, both in silence; Rubashov sunk in thought, from time to time glancing attentively through his pince-nez at the other prisoners or at the windows of the building; the old man, with the growing stubble of beard and his gentle, childlike smile, humming his eternal song.
Up to their third walk together they had not exchanged a word, although Rubashov saw that the officials did not seriously try to enforce the rule of silence, and that the other pairs in the circle talked almost incessantly; they did so looking stiffly ahead and speaking with the prison technique familiar to Rubashov, hardly moving their lips.
The third day, Rubashov had brought his note-book and pencil with him; the note-book stuck out of his left outside pocket.