I have never seen such a wreck of humanity.
There was something terrifying in his appearance.
He did not look quite sane.
At length he passed on.
It was one o’clock and I had lunch.
When I awoke from my siesta it was still very hot, but towards evening a breath of air coming in through the windows which I had at last ventured to open tempted me into the plaza.
I sat down under my arcade and ordered a long drink.
Presently people in greater numbers filtered into the open space from the surrounding streets, the tables in the restaurants round it filled up, and in the kiosk in the middle the band began to play.
The crowd grew thicker.
On the free benches people sat huddled together like dark grapes clustered on a stalk.
There was a lively hum of conversation.
The big black buzzards flew screeching overhead, swooping down when they saw something to pick up, or scurrying away from under the feet of the passers-by.
As twilight descended they swarmed, it seemed from all parts of the town, towards the church tower; they circled heavily about it and hoarsely crying, squabbling and jangling, settled themselves uneasily to roost.
And again bootblacks begged me to have my shoes cleaned, newsboys pressed dank papers upon me, beggars whined their plaintive demand for alms.
I saw once more that strange, red-bearded fellow and watched him stand motionless, with the crushed and piteous air, before one table after another.
He did not stop before mine.
I suppose he remembered me from the morning and having failed to get anything from me then thought it useless to try again.
You do not often see a red-haired Mexican, and because it was only in Russia that I had seen men of so destitute a mien I asked myself if he was by chance a Russian.
It accorded well enough with the Russian fecklessness that he should have allowed himself to sink to such a depth of degradation.
Yet he had not a Russian face; his emaciated features were clear-cut, and his blue eyes were not set in the head in a Russian manner; I wondered if he could be a sailor, English, Scandinavian or American, who had deserted his ship and by degrees sunk to this pitiful condition.
He disappeared.
Since there was nothing else to do, I stayed on till I got hungry, and when I had eaten came back.
I sat on till the thinning crowd suggested it was bedtime.
I confess that the day had seemed long and I wondered how many similar days I should be forced to spend there.
But I woke after a little while and could not get to sleep again.
My room was stifling.
I opened the shutters and looked out at the church.
There was no moon, but the bright stars faintly lit its outline.
The buzzards were closely packed on the cross above the cupola and on the edges of the tower, and now and then they moved a little.
The effect was uncanny.
And then, I have no notion why, that red scarecrow recurred to my mind and I had suddenly a strange feeling that I had seen him before.
It was so vivid that it drove away from me the possibility of sleep.
I felt sure that I had come across him, but when and where I could not tell.
I tried to picture the surroundings in which he might take his place, but I could see no more than a dim figure against a background of fog.
As the dawn approached it grew a little cooler and I was able to sleep.
I spent my second day at Vera Cruz as I had spent the first.
But I watched for the coming of the red-haired beggar and as he stood at the tables near mine I examined him with attention.
I felt certain now that I had seen him somewhere.
I even felt certain that I had known him and talked to him, but I still could recall none of the circumstances.
Once more he passed my table without stopping and when his eyes met mine I looked in them for some gleam of recollection.
Nothing.
I wondered if I had made a mistake and thought I had seen him in the same way as sometimes, by some queer motion of the brain, in the act of doing something you are convinced that you arc repeating an action that you have done at some past time.
I could not get out of my head the impression that at some moment he had entered into my life.
I racked my brains.
I was sure now that he was either English or American.
But I was shy of addressing him.
I went over in my mind the possible occasions when I might have met him.
Not to be able to place him exasperated me as it does when you try to remember a name that is on the tip of your tongue and yet eludes you.
The day wore on.
Another day came, another morning, another evening.