Just take a few minutes—not half as serious as a confinement—and you’ll be all right in a jiffy.”
She gripped his hand till the fingers ached.
She said patiently, like a cowed child,
“I’m afraid—to go into the dark, all alone!”
Maturity was wiped from her eyes; they were pleading and terrified.
“Will you stay with me?
Darling, you don’t have to go to the office now, do you?
Could you just go down to the hospital with me?
Could you come see me this evening—if everything’s all right?
You won’t have to go out this evening, will you?”
He was on his knees by the bed.
While she feebly ruffled his hair, he sobbed, he kissed the lawn of her sleeve, and swore,
“Old honey, I love you more than anything in the world!
I’ve kind of been worried by business and everything, but that’s all over now, and I’m back again.”
“Are you really?
George, I was thinking, lying here, maybe it would be a good thing if I just WENT. I was wondering if anybody really needed me.
Or wanted me.
I was wondering what was the use of my living.
I’ve been getting so stupid and ugly—”
“Why, you old humbug!
Fishing for compliments when I ought to be packing your bag!
Me, sure, I’m young and handsome and a regular village cut-up and—” He could not go on.
He sobbed again; and in muttered incoherencies they found each other.
As he packed, his brain was curiously clear and swift.
He’d have no more wild evenings, he realized.
He admitted that he would regret them.
A little grimly he perceived that this had been his last despairing fling before the paralyzed contentment of middle-age.
Well, and he grinned impishly, “it was one doggone good party while it lasted!”
And—how much was the operation going to cost?
“I ought to have fought that out with Dilling.
But no, damn it, I don’t care how much it costs!”
The motor ambulance was at the door.
Even in his grief the Babbitt who admired all technical excellences was interested in the kindly skill with which the attendants slid Mrs. Babbitt upon a stretcher and carried her down-stairs.
The ambulance was a huge, suave, varnished, white thing.
Mrs. Babbitt moaned,
“It frightens me.
It’s just like a hearse, just like being put in a hearse.
I want you to stay with me.”
“I’ll be right up front with the driver,” Babbitt promised.
“No, I want you to stay inside with me.”
To the attendants:
“Can’t he be inside?”
“Sure, ma’am, you bet.
There’s a fine little camp-stool in there,” the older attendant said, with professional pride.
He sat beside her in that traveling cabin with its cot, its stool, its active little electric radiator, and its quite unexplained calendar, displaying a girl eating cherries, and the name of an enterprising grocer.
But as he flung out his hand in hopeless cheerfulness it touched the radiator, and he squealed:
“Ouch!
Jesus!”
“Why, George Babbitt, I won’t have you cursing and swearing and blaspheming!”
“I know, awful sorry but—Gosh all fish-hooks, look how I burned my hand!