"But I have the sad satis- faction of knowing that my words, whether pleasing or offensive, are unmistakably true.
Would you have had me look at you, and tell my acquaintance that you are quite a common-place woman, to save you the embarrassment of being stared at if they come near you?
Not I. I couldn't tell any such ridiculous lie about a beauty to encourage a single woman in England in too excessive a modesty."
"It is all pretence — what you are saying!" exclaimed Bathsheba, laughing in spite of herself at the sergeant's sly method.
"You have a rare invention, Sergeant Troy.
Why couldn't you have passed by me that night, and said nothing? — that was all I meant to reproach you for."
"Because I wasn't going to.
Half the pleasure of a feeling lies in being able to express it on the spur of the moment, and I let out mine.
It would have been just the same if you had been the reverse person — ugly and old — I should have exclaimed about it in the same way. "
"How long is it since you have been so afflicted with strong feeling, then?"
"Oh, ever since I was big enough to know loveliness from deformity." "'Tis to be hoped your sense of the difference you speak of doesn't stop at faces, but extends to morals as well. "
"I won't speak of morals or religion — my own or anybody else's.
Though perhaps I should have been a very good Christian if you pretty women hadn't made me an idolater."
Bathsheba moved on to hide the irrepressible dimp-lings of merriment.
Troy followed, whirling his crop.
"But — Miss Everdene — you do forgive me?"
"Hardly. "
"Why?"
"You say such things."
"I said you were beautiful, and I'll say so still; for, by — so you are!
The most beautiful ever I saw, or may I fall dead this instant! Why, upon my — — "
"Don't — don't!
I won't listen to you — you are so profane!" she said, in a restless state between distress at hearing him and a penchant to hear more.
"I again say you are a most fascinating woman.
There's nothing remarkable in my saying so, is there?
I'm sure the fact is evident enough.
Miss Everdene, my opinion may be too forcibly let out to please you, and, for the matter of that, too insignificant to convince you, but surely it is honest, and why can't it be excused? "
"Because it — it isn't a correct one." she femininely murmured.
"O, fie — fie-! Am I any worse for breaking the third of that Terrible Ten than you for breaking the ninth?"
"Well, it doesn't seem quite true to me that I am fascinating." she replied evasively.
"Not so to you: then I say with all respect that, if so, it is owing to your modesty, Miss Everdene.
But surely you must have been told by everybody of what everybody notices? and you should take their words for it."
"They don't say so exactly."
"O yes, they must!"
"Well, I mean to my face, as you do." she went on, allowing herself to be further lured into a conversation that intention had rigorously forbidden.
"But you know they think so?"
"No — that is — I certainly have heard Liddy say they do, but — —" She paused.
Capitulation — that was the purport of the simple reply, guarded as it was — capitulation, unknown to herself.
Never did a fragile tailless sentence convey a more perfect meaning.
The careless sergeant smiled within himself, and probably too the devil smiled from a loop-hole in Tophet, for the moment was the turning point of a career.
Her tone and mien signified beyond mistake that the seed which was to lift the foundation had taken root in the chink: the remainder was a mere question of time and natural changes.
"There the truth comes out!" said the soldier, in reply.
"Never tell me that a young lady can live in a buzz of admiration without knowing something about it.
Ah." well, Miss Everdene, you are — pardon my blunt way — you are rather an injury to our race than otherwise.
"How — indeed?" she said, opening her eyes.
"O, it is true enough.
I may as well be hung for a sheep as a lamb (an old country saying, not of much account, but it will do for a rough soldier), and so I will speak my mind, regardless of your pleasure, and without hoping or intending to get your pardon.
Why, Miss Everdene, it is in this manner that your good looks may do more. harm than good in the world."
The sergeant looked down the mead in critical abstraction.
"Probably some one man on an average falls in" love, with each ordinary woman. She can marry him: he is content, and leads a useful life.