"You shan't go there; yet, wait.
Yes, perhaps for tonight; I can do nothing better — worse luck!
Sleep there tonight, and stay there tomorrow.
Monday is the first free day I have; and on Monday morning, at ten exactly, meet me on Grey's Bridge just out of the town.
I'll bring all the money I can muster.
You shan't want-I'll see that, Fanny; then I'll get you a lodging somewhere.
Good-bye till then.
I am a brute — but good-bye!"
After advancing the distance which completed the ascent of the hill, Bathsheba turned her head.
The woman was upon her feet, and Bathsheba saw her withdrawing from Troy, and going feebly down the hill by the third milestone from Casterbridge.
Troy then came on towards his wife, stepped into the gig, took the reins from her hand, and without making any observation whipped the horse into a trot.
He was rather agitated.
"Do you know who that woman was?" said Bath- sheba, looking searchingly into his face.
"I do." he said, looking boldly back into hers.
"I thought you did." said she, with angry hauteur, and still regarding him.
"Who is she?"
He suddenly seemed to think that frankness would benefit neither of the women.
"Nothing to either of us." he said.
"I know her by sight."
"What is her name?"
"How should I know her name?"
"I think you do."
"Think if you will, and be — — " The sentence was completed by a smart cut of the whip round Poppet's flank, which caused the animal to start forward at a wild pace.
No more was said.
CHAPTER XL
ON CASTERBRIDGE HIGHWAY
FOR a considerable time the woman walked on.
Her steps became feebler, and she strained her eyes to look afar upon the naked road, now indistinct amid the penumbrae of night.
At length her onward walk dwindled to the merest totter, and she opened a gate within which was a haystack. Underneath this she sat down and presently slept.
When the woman awoke it was to find herself in the depths of a moonless and starless night.
A heavy unbroken crust of cloud stretched across the sky, shutting out every speck of heaven; and a distant halo which hung over the town of Casterbridge was visible against the black concave, the luminosity appearing the brighter by its great contrast with the circumscribing darkness.
Towards this weak, soft glow the woman turned her eyes.
"If I could only get there!" she said.
"Meet him the day after tomorrow: God help me!
Perhaps I shall be in my grave before then."
A manor-house clock from the far depths of shadow struck the hour, one, in a small, attenuated tone.
After midnight the voice of a clock seems to lose in breadth as much as in length, and to diminish its sonorousness to a thin falsetto.
Afterwards a light — two lights — arose from the remote shade, and grew larger.
A carriage rolled along the road, and passed the gate.
It probably contained some late diners-out.
The beams from one lamp shone for a moment upon the crouching woman, and threw her face into vivid relieff.
The face was young in the groundwork, old in the finish; the general contours were flexuous and childlike, but the finer lineaments had begun to be sharp and thin.
The pedestrian stood up, apparently with revived determination, and looked around.
The road appeared to be familiar to her, and she carefully scanned the fence as she slowly walked along.
Presently there became visible a dim white shape; it was another milestone.
She drew her fingers across its face to feel the marks.
"Two more!" she said.
She leant against the stone as a means of rest for a short interval, then bestirred herself, and again pursued her way.
For a slight distance she bore up bravely, afterwards flagging as before.
This was beside a lone copsewood, wherein heaps of white chips strewn upon the leafy ground showed that woodmen had been faggoting and making hurdles during the day.