Why should his mother not wish him to see her carrying a bag anywhere?
Evasion and concealment formed no part of her real disposition (so different from his own).
Almost instantly his mind proceeded to join this coincidence with the time he had seen her descending the steps of the rooming house in Montrose Street, together with the business of the letter he had found her reading, and the money she had been compelled to raise — the hundred dollars.
Where could she be going?
What was she hiding?
He speculated on all this, but he could not decide whether it had any definite connection with him or any member of the family until about a week later, when, passing along Eleventh near Baltimore, he thought he saw Esta, or at least a girl so much like her that she would be taken for her anywhere. She had the same height, and she was moving along as Esta used to walk. Only, now he thought as he saw her, she looked older.
Yet, so quickly had she come and gone in the mass of people that he had not been able to make sure.
It was only a glance, but on the strength of it, he had turned and sought to catch up with her, but upon reaching the spot she was gone.
So convinced was he, however, that he had seen her that he went straight home, and, encountering his mother in the mission, announced that he was positive he had seen Esta.
She must be back in Kansas City again. He could have sworn to it.
He had seen her near Eleventh and Baltimore, or thought he had.
Had his mother heard anything from her?
And then curiously enough he observed that his mother’s manner was not exactly what he thought it should have been under the circumstances.
His own attitude had been one of commingled astonishment, pleasure, curiosity and sympathy because of the sudden disappearance and now sudden reappearance of Esta.
Could it be that his mother had used that hundred dollars to bring her back?
The thought had come to him — why or from where, he could not say.
He wondered.
But if so, why had she not returned to her home, at least to notify the family of her presence here?
He expected his mother would be as astonished and puzzled as he was — quick and curious for details.
Instead, she appeared to him to be obviously confused and taken aback by this information, as though she was hearing about something that she already knew and was puzzled as to just what her attitude should be.
“Oh, did you?
Where?
Just now, you say? At Eleventh and Baltimore?
Well, isn’t that strange?
I must speak to Asa about this.
It’s strange that she wouldn’t come here if she is back.”
Her eyes, as he saw, instead of looking astonished, looked puzzled, disturbed.
Her mouth, always the case when she was a little embarrassed and disconcerted, worked oddly — not only the lips but the jaw itself.
“Well, well,” she added, after a pause.
“That is strange.
Perhaps it was just some one who looked like her.”
But Clyde, watching her out of the corner of his eye, could not believe that she was as astonished as she pretended.
And, thereafter, Asa coming in, and Clyde not having as yet departed for the hotel, he heard them discussing the matter in some strangely inattentive and unillumined way, as if it was not quite as startling as it had seemed to him.
And for some time he was not called in to explain what he had seen.
And then, as if purposely to solve this mystery for him, he encountered his mother one day passing along Spruce Street, this time carrying a small basket on her arm.
She had, as he had noticed of late, taken to going out regularly mornings and afternoons or evenings.
On this occasion, and long before she had had an opportunity to see him, he had discerned her peculiarly heavy figure draped in the old brown coat which she always wore, and had turned into Myrkel Street and waited for her to pass, a convenient news stand offering him shelter. Once she had passed, he dropped behind her, allowing her to precede him by half a block.
And at Dalrymple, she crossed to Beaudry, which was really a continuation of Spruce, but not so ugly. The houses were quite old — quondam residences of an earlier day, but now turned into boarding and rooming houses. Into one of these he saw her enter and disappear, but before doing so she looked inquiringly about her.
After she had entered, Clyde approached the house and studied it with great interest.
What was his mother doing in there?
Who was it she was going to see?
He could scarcely have explained his intense curiosity to himself, and yet, since having thought that he had seen Esta on the street, he had an unconvinced feeling that it might have something to do with her. There were the letters, the one hundred dollars, the furnished room in Montrose Street.
Diagonally across the way from the house in Beaudry Street there was a large-trunked tree, leafless now in the winter wind, and near it a telegraph pole, close enough to make a joint shadow with it.
And behind these he was able to stand unseen, and from this vantage point to observe the several windows, side and front and ground and second floor.
Through one of the front windows above, he saw his mother moving about as though she were quite at home there. And a moment later, to his astonishment he saw Esta come to one of their two windows and put a package down on the sill.
She appeared to have on only a light dressing gown or a wrap drawn about her shoulders.
He was not mistaken this time.
He actually started as he realized that it was she, also that his mother was in there with her.
And yet what had she done that she must come back and hide away in this manner?
Had her husband, the man she had run away with, deserted her?