“I must go to him!
I should have gone before. I see it now.”
She paused, discovering herself to be addressing her inmost agony, need, fear, to these public ears and voices, which might in no wise understand or care.
“Some people wonder,” now interrupted one of these same — a most practical and emotionally calloused youth of Clyde’s own age —“why you weren’t there during the trial.
Didn’t you have the money to go?”
“I had no money,” she replied simply.
“Not enough, anyhow.
And besides, they advised me not to come — that they did not need me.
But now — now I must go — in some way — I must find out how.”
She went to a small shabby desk, which was a part of the sparse and colorless equipment of the room.
“You boys are going downtown,” she said.
“Would one of you send a telegram for me if I give you the money?”
“Sure!” exclaimed the one who had asked her the rudest question.
“Give it to me.
You don’t need any money.
I’ll have the paper send it.”
Also, as he thought, he would write it up, or in, as part of his story.
She seated herself at the yellow and scratched desk and after finding a small pad and pen, she wrote:
“Clyde — Trust in God.
All things are possible to Him.
Appeal at once.
Read Psalm 51.
Another trial will prove your innocence.
We will come to you soon.
Father and Mother.”
“Perhaps I had just better give you the money,” she added, nervously, wondering whether it would be well to permit a newspaper to pay for this and wondering at the same time if Clyde’s uncle would be willing to pay for an appeal.
It might cost a great deal.
Then she added: “It’s rather long.”
“Oh, don’t bother about that!” exclaimed another of the trio, who was anxious to read the telegram.
“Write all you want. We’ll see that it goes.”
“I want a copy of that,” added the third, in a sharp and uncompromising tone, seeing that the first reporter was proceeding to take and pocket the message.
“This isn’t private.
I get it from you or her — now!”
And at this, number one, in order to avoid a scene, which Mrs. Griffiths, in her slow way, was beginning to sense, extracted the slip from his pocket and turned it over to the others, who there and then proceeded to copy it.
At the same time that this was going on, the Griffiths of Lycurgus, having been consulted as to the wisdom and cost of a new trial, disclosed themselves as by no means interested, let alone convinced, that an appeal — at least at their expense — was justified.
The torture and socially — if not commercially — destroying force of all this — every hour of it a Golgotha!
Bella and her social future, to say nothing of Gilbert and his — completely overcast and charred by this awful public picture of the plot and crime that one of their immediate blood had conceived and executed!
Samuel Griffiths himself, as well as his wife, fairly macerated by this blasting flash from his well-intentioned, though seemingly impractical and nonsensical good deed.
Had not a long, practical struggle with life taught him that sentiment in business was folly?
Up to the hour he had met Clyde he had never allowed it to influence him in any way.
But his mistaken notion that his youngest brother had been unfairly dealt with by their father!
And now this! This!
His wife and daughter compelled to remove from the scene of their happiest years and comforts and live as exiles — perhaps forever — in one of the suburbs of Boston, or elsewhere — or forever endure the eyes and sympathy of their friends!
And himself and Gilbert almost steadily conferring ever since as to the wisdom of uniting the business in stock form with some of the others of Lycurgus or elsewhere — or, if not that, of transferring, not by degrees but speedily, to either Rochester or Buffalo or Boston or Brooklyn, where a main plant might be erected.
The disgrace of this could only be overcome by absenting themselves from Lycurgus and all that it represented to them.
They must begin life all over again — socially at least.
That did not mean so much to himself or his wife — their day was about over anyhow.
But Bella and Gilbert and Myra — how to rehabilitate them in some way, somewhere?
And so, even before the trial was finished, a decision on the part of Samuel and Gilbert Griffiths to remove the business to South Boston, where they might decently submerge themselves until the misery and shame of this had in part at least been forgotten.
And because of this further aid to Clyde absolutely refused.