He swings the cloak from his shoulders and holds it out.
—No, Henry says.
—Yes.
Take it.
I'll get my blanket.
Bon puts the cloak about Henry and goes and takes up his tumbled blanket and swings it about his shoulders, and they move aside and sit on a log.
Now it is dawn.
The east is gray; it will be primrose soon and then red with firing and once more the weary backward marching will begin, retreating from annihilation, falling back upon defeat, though not quite yet.
There will be a little time yet for them to sit side by side upon the log in the making light of dawn, the one in the cloak, the other in the blanket; their voices are not much louder than the silent dawn itself: —So it's the miscegenation, not the incest, which you cant bear.
Henry doesn't answer.
—And he sent me no word?
He did not ask you to send me to him?
No word to me, no word at all?
That was all he had to do, now, today; four years ago or at any time during the four years.
That was all.
He would not have needed to ask it, require it, of me.
I would have offered it.
I would have said, I will never see her again before he could have asked it of me.
He did not have to do this, Henry.
He didn't need to tell you I am a nigger to stop me.
He could have stopped me without that, Henry.
—No! Henry cries. —No!
No!
I will—I'll He springs up; his face is working; Bon can see his teeth within the soft beard which covers his sunken cheeks, and the whites of Henry's eyes as though the eyeballs struggled in their sockets as the panting breath struggled in his lungs—the panting which ceased, the breath held, the eyes too looking down at him where he sat on the log, the voice now not much louder than an expelled breath: —You said, could have stopped you.
What do you mean by that?
Now it is Bon who does not answer, who sits on the log looking at the face stooped above him.
Henry says, still in that voice no louder than breathing: —But now?
You mean you—Yes.
What else can I do now?
I gave him the choice.
I have been giving him the choice for four years.
Think of her.
Not of me: of her.
—I have.
For four years.
Of you and her.
Now I am thinking of myself.
—No, Henry says. —No.
No.
—I cannot?
—You shall not.
—Who will stop me, Henry?
—No, Henry says. —No.
No.
No.
Now it is Bon who watches Henry; he can see the whites of Henry's eyes again as he sits looking at Henry with that expression which might be called smiling.
His hand vanishes beneath the blanket and reappears, holding his pistol by the barrel, the butt extended toward Henry.
—Then do it now, he says.
Henry looks at the pistol; now he is not only panting, he is trembling; when he speaks now his voice is not even the exhalation, it is the suffused and suffocating inbreath itself:
—You are my brother.