Arnold Bennett Fullscreen A Tale of Old Women (1908)

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She was not precisely a pretty girl, but her features, the candid expression of her disposition, produced an impression that was akin to that of beauty.

Her abandonment was complete.

She had gone through the night unscathed, and was now renewing herself in calm, oblivious sleep.

Her ingenuous girlishness was apparent then.

It seemed as if all her wise and sweet behaviour of the evening could have been nothing but so many imitative gestures. It seemed impossible that a being so young and fresh could have really experienced the mood of which her gestures had been the expression.

Her strong virginal simplicity made Constance vaguely sad for her.

Creeping out of the room, Constance climbed to the second floor in her dressing-gown, and entered the other chamber.

She was obliged to look again upon Sophia's body.

Incredible swiftness of calamity!

Who could have foreseen it?

Constance was less desolated than numbed.

She was as yet only touching the fringe of her bereavement.

She had not begun to think of herself.

She was drenched, as she gazed at Sophia's body, not by pity for herself, but by compassion for the immense disaster of her sister's life.

She perceived fully now for the first time the greatness of that disaster.

Sophia's charm and Sophia's beauty--what profit had they been to their owner?

She saw pictures of Sophia's career, distorted and grotesque images formed in her untravelled mind from Sophia's own rare and compressed recitals.

What a career!

A brief passion, and then nearly thirty years in a boarding-house!

And Sophia had never had a child; had never known either the joy or the pain of maternity.

She had never even had a true home till, in all her sterile splendour, she came to Bursley.

And she had ended --thus!

This was the piteous, ignominious end of Sophia's wondrous gifts of body and soul.

Hers had not been a life at all.

And the reason?

It is strange how fate persists in justifying the harsh generalizations of Puritan morals, of the morals in which Constance had been brought up by her stern parents!

Sophia had sinned.

It was therefore inevitable that she should suffer.

An adventure such as she had in wicked and capricious pride undertaken with Gerald Scales, could not conclude otherwise than it had concluded.

It could have brought nothing but evil.

There was no getting away from these verities, thought Constance. And she was to be excused for thinking that all modern progress and cleverness was as naught, and that the world would be forced to return upon its steps and start again in the path which it had left.

Up to within a few days of her death people had been wont to remark that Mrs. Scales looked as young as ever, and that she was as bright and as energetic as ever.

And truly, regarding Sophia from a little distance--that handsome oval, that erect carriage of a slim body, that challenging eye!--no one would have said that she was in her sixtieth year.

But look at her now, with her twisted face, her sightless orbs, her worn skin--she did not seem sixty, but seventy!

She was like something used, exhausted, and thrown aside!

Yes, Constance's heart melted in an anguished pity for that stormy creature.

And mingled with the pity was a stern recognition of the handiwork of divine justice.

To Constance's lips came the same phrase as had come to the lips of Samuel Povey on a different occasion: God is not mocked!

The ideas of her parents and her grandparents had survived intact in Constance.

It is true that Constance's father would have shuddered in Heaven could he have seen Constance solitarily playing cards of a night.

But in spite of cards, and of a son who never went to chapel, Constance, under the various influences of destiny, had remained essentially what her father had been.

Not in her was the force of evolution manifest.

There are thousands such.

Lily, awake, and reclothed with that unreal mien of a grown and comprehending woman, stepped quietly into the room, searching for the poor old thing, Constance.

The layer-out had come.

By the first post was delivered a letter addressed to Sophia by Mr. Till Boldero.

From its contents the death of Gerald Scales was clear.

There seemed then to be nothing else for Constance to do.

What had to be done was done for her.

And stronger wills than hers put her to bed.