She continued to cry.
At dawn her eyes were inflamed with weeping.
She was back in the kitchen then.
Chirac's door was wide open.
He had left the flat.
On the slate was written,
"I shall not take meals to-day."
III
Their relations were permanently changed.
For several days they did not meet at all; and when at the end of the week Chirac was obliged at last to face Sophia in order to pay his bill, he had a most grievous expression.
It was obvious that he considered himself a criminal without any defence to offer for his crime.
He seemed to make no attempt to hide his state of mind.
But he said nothing.
As for Sophia, she preserved a mien of amiable cheerfulness.
She exerted herself to convince him by her attitude that she bore no resentment, that she had determined to forget the incident, that in short she was the forgiving angel of his dreams.
She did not, however, succeed entirely in being quite natural.
Confronted by his misery, it would have been impossible for her to be quite natural, and at the same time quite cheerful!
A little later the social atmosphere of the flat began to grow querulous, disputatious and perverse.
The nerves of everybody were seriously strained.
This applied to the whole city.
Days of heavy rains followed the sharp frosts, and the town was, as it were, sodden with woe.
The gates were closed.
And though nine-tenths of the inhabitants never went outside the gates, the definite and absolute closing of them demoralized all hearts.
Gas was no longer supplied.
Rats, cats, and thorough-bred horses were being eaten and pronounced 'not bad.'
The siege had ceased to be a novelty.
Friends did not invite one another to a 'siege-dinner' as to a picnic.
Sophia, fatigued by regular overwork, became weary of the situation.
She was angry with the Prussians for dilatoriness, and with the French for inaction, and she poured out her English spleen on her boarders.
The boarders told each other in secret that the patronne was growing formidable.
Chiefly she bore a grudge against the shopkeepers; and when, upon a rumour of peace, the shop-windows one day suddenly blossomed with prodigious quantities of all edibles, at highest prices, thus proving that the famine was artificially created, Sophia was furious.
M. Niepce in particular, though he sold goods to her at a special discount, suffered indignities.
A few days later that benign and fatherly man put himself lamentably in the wrong by attempting to introduce into his room a charming young creature who knew how to be sympathetic.
Sophia, by an accident unfortunate for the grocer, caught them in the corridor.
She was beside herself, but the only outward symptoms were a white face and a cold steely voice that grated like a rasp on the susceptibilities of the adherents of Aphrodite.
At this period Sophia had certainly developed into a termagant--without knowing it!
She would often insist now on talking about the siege, and hearing everything that the men could tell her.
Her comments, made without the least regard for the justifiable delicacy of their feelings as Frenchmen, sometimes led to heated exchanges.
When all Montmartre and the Quartier Breda was impassioned by the appearance from outside of the Thirty-second battalion, she took the side of the populace, and would not credit the solemn statement of the journalists, proved by documents, that these maltreated soldiers were not cowards in flight.
She supported the women who had spit in the faces of the Thirty-second.
She actually said that if she had met them, she would have spit too.
Really, she was convinced of the innocence of the Thirty-second, but something prevented her from admitting it.
The dispute ended with high words between herself and Chirac.
The next day Chirac came home at an unusual hour, knocked at the kitchen door, and said:
"I must give notice to leave you."
"Why?" she demanded curtly.
She was kneading flour and water for a potato-cake.
Her potato- cakes were the joy of the household.
"My paper has stopped!" said Chirac.
"Oh!" she added thoughtfully, but not looking at him.