In Ivlin Fullscreen A handful of ashes (1934)

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I've been drinking a whole lot.

Much the best thing.”

They took what was left of the Burgundy and ordered another bottle.

“Just come up for the night,” said Tony. “Staying here.”

“You've got a flat now haven't you?”

“Well Brenda has.

There isn't really room for two … we tried it once and it wasn't a success.”

“What's she doing tonight?”

“Out somewhere.

I didn't let her know I was coming … silly not to, but you see I got fed up with being alone at Hetton and thought I'd like to see Brenda so I came up suddenly on the spur of the moment, just like that.

Damned silly thing to do.

Might have known she'd be going out somewhere … she's very high principled about chucking … so there it is.

She's going to ring me up here later, if she can get away.”

They drank a lot.

Tony did most of the talking.

“Extraordinary idea of hers, taking up economics,” he said.

“I never thought it would last but she seems really keen on it … I suppose it's a good plan. You know there wasn't really much for her to do all the time at Hetton.

Of course she'd rather die than admit it, but I believe she got a bit bored there sometimes.

I've been thinking it over and that's the conclusion I came to.

Brenda must have been bored … Daresay she'll get bored with economics some time … Anyway she seems cheerful enough now.

We've had parties every week-end lately … I wish you'd come down sometimes, Jock.

I don't seem to get on with Brenda's new friends.”

“People from the school of economics?”

“No, but ones I don't know.

I believe I bore them. Thinking it over that's the conclusion I've come to. I bore them. They talk about me as `the old boy.'

John heard them.”

“Well, that's friendly enough.”

“Yes, that's friendly.”

They finished the Burgundy and drank some port.

Presently Tony said,

“I say, come next week-end, will you?”

“I think I'd love to.”

“Wish you would.

I don't see many old friends … Sure to be lots of people in the house, but you won't mind that will you? … sociable chap, Jock … doesn't mind people about. I mind it like hell.”

They drank some more port.

Tony said,

“Not enough bathrooms, you know … but of course you know. You've been there before, often.

Not like the new friends who think me a bore. You don't think I'm a bore, do you?”

“No, old boy.”

“Not even when I'm tight, like this? … There would have been bathrooms.

I had the plans out.

Four new ones.

A chap down there made the plans … but then Brenda wanted the flat so I had to postpone them as an economy … I say, that's funny.

We had to economize because of Brenda's economics.”

“Yes, that's funny.

Let's have some port.”

Tony said,

“You seem pretty low tonight.”

“I am rather.

Worried about the Pig Scheme.