And here's a loaf of bread--proper white bread, not our bloody stuff--and a little pot of jam.
And here's a tin of milk--but look!
This is the one I'm really proud of.
I had to wrap a bit of sacking round it, because----'
But she did not need to tell him why she had wrapped it up.
The smell was already filling the room, a rich hot smell which seemed like an emanation from his early childhood, but which one did occasionally meet with even now, blowing down a passage-way before a door slammed, or diffusing itself mysteriously in a crowded street, sniffed for an instant and then lost again.
'It's coffee,' he murmured, 'real coffee.'
'It's Inner Party coffee.
There's a whole kilo here,' she said.
'How did you manage to get hold of all these things?'
'It's all Inner Party stuff.
There's nothing those swine don't have, nothing.
But of course waiters and servants and people pinch things, and--look, I got a little packet of tea as well.'
Winston had squatted down beside her.
He tore open a corner of the packet.
'It's real tea.
Not blackberry leaves.'
'There's been a lot of tea about lately.
They've captured India, or something,' she said vaguely. 'But listen, dear.
I want you to turn your back on me for three minutes.
Go and sit on the other side of the bed.
Don't go too near the window.
And don't turn round till I tell you.'
Winston gazed abstractedly through the muslin curtain.
Down in the yard the red-armed woman was still marching to and fro between the washtub and the line.
She took two more pegs out of her mouth and sang with deep feeling:
They sye that time 'eals all things, They sye you can always forget; But the smiles an' the tears acrorss the years They twist my 'eart-strings yet!
She knew the whole drivelling song by heart, it seemed.
Her voice floated upward with the sweet summer air, very tuneful, charged with a sort of happy melancholy.
One had the feeling that she would have been perfectly content, if the June evening had been endless and the supply of clothes inexhaustible, to remain there for a thousand years, pegging out diapers and singing rubbish.
It struck him as a curious fact that he had never heard a member of the Party singing alone and spontaneously.
It would even have seemed slightly unorthodox, a dangerous eccentricity, like talking to oneself.
Perhaps it was only when people were somewhere near the starvation level that they had anything to sing about.
'You can turn round now,' said Julia.
He turned round, and for a second almost failed to recognize her.
What he had actually expected was to see her naked.
But she was not naked.
The transformation that had happened was much more surprising than that.
She had painted her face.
She must have slipped into some shop in the proletarian quarters and bought herself a complete set of make-up materials.
Her lips were deeply reddened, her cheeks rouged, her nose powdered; there was even a touch of something under the eyes to make them brighter.
It was not very skilfully done, but Winston's standards in such matters were not high.
He had never before seen or imagined a woman of the Party with cosmetics on her face.
The improvement in her appearance was startling.
With just a few dabs of colour in the right places she had become not only very much prettier, but, above all, far more feminine.
Her short hair and boyish overalls merely added to the effect.
As he took her in his arms a wave of synthetic violets flooded his nostrils.
He remembered the half-darkness of a basement kitchen, and a woman's cavernous mouth.
It was the very same scent that she had used; but at the moment it did not seem to matter.
'Scent too!' he said.